send five times kissed for a drabble about five times our mused kissedÂ
inspiration from this song right here [ whiskeyâs fine ]Â
            I got a bottle opened upand I wanna feel the rush                  âcause I need that you and me buzz
1. Whiskey dry right down his throat does all but hinder that fire, the slow burn of a hazy gaze that seems to settle against his skin. Heavy hands have touched and pulled against the bottle, the sleeves of a shirt heâs thought about laying over the back of the couch. And maybe this is suicide. Asking for a end. But maybe itâs what needs to happen, happens right when Bazâs head hits the back of the couch in some slurred infectious laugh because again Steveâs trying to learn about futball but his minds too foggy to keep it all in ; too intoxicated by sound and lips and the lingering feel of calloused fingers against his skin. Rough skinned thumb against the curb of the others lips, and suddenly thereâs no space between them or the back of the couch as mcgarrett leans in close enough to taste that fireball on his tongue, drink Baz in like century old whiskey straight from the barrels of Tennessee.Â
2. whiskey burns. Â it lingers. Â it sets a fire straight down to the core and then spreads slowly until every inch is devoured and taken whole. and thatâs what this feels like, suffocating - and though the parlor is large and the bar is vast nothing canât seem to quench his thirst. no bottles of water or a fifth of johnnie walker black. and yet; his lips burn, trying to salvage a taste long forgotten, and when closing time finally sneaks around and the majority of the workplace has left is when mcgarrett finally dives right in for a taste. boxes dropped back by the door and bodies flushed against a wall, hungry hands searching to find the warmth of skin; and lips, they find their home first at the hallow of a throat, nip and tease until his ears are burning with the sound that begs please, and then finally to taste; to drink in the other that is better than any top shelf whiskey.Â
3. Three am comes and goes all too fast, bar closed down and people crowd the streets of Vegas for something else to keep their high and keep them up. Its the city that doesnât sleep after all. And while McGarrettâs boots should carry him in the opposite direction back towards his bachelor flat, they donât; and the neon buzz is hardly the kind he wants. so down he goes. around the corner until eventually heâs standing at the door of bazâs place. a familiar knock and he hears the sound of shuffling feet until the lock of the door is turned and pulled open, and thereâs not even an exchange of words, steve pushing himself inside and folding his hands into the fabric of an old flannel. they pull until heâs sinking into a kiss, saying far more than words ever could. something that feels like i need you. something that screams i think i love you. something that has him completely in the palms that is bastian barton. and maybe this time, vegas starts to feel like home.Â
4. Â The alarm clock is faint in the background. Far later than what heâs ever used to waking up at, but apparently still early enough that Baz is pulling the clock off of the dresser and tossing it somewhere across the room with a groan. He falls back against the bed, a mess of hair and his throat scratchy from sleep, and he may not be a morning person in the slightest but steve couldnât miss this for the world. and he snakes an arm over his stomach, fingers lightly ghosting over his side which has baz shifting to try and get away, but not before mcgarrett has a chance to roll him towards him and wrap a leg around him to make him stay. Â he drowns the protest with an all too eager kiss, one that eventually has hands finding their way into his hair. Where Baz eventually kisses him back, pulling until heâs leaning over and trailing a hand down over a toned chest, over a stomach, stopping just where the elastic band stops his tracks.Â
   âmm, as much as iâd love to, you have to get to work soon.â Â
a taunt right over bazâs lips, which only makes the bartender damn near growl, in which steve just chuckles against the hallow of his throat.Â
    ânever said you couldnât be a little late though.â Â
5. One month. Two weeks four days sixteen hours and twenty seven seconds. Â Thatâs how long itâs been since heâs felt that high against his skin. And heâs the only one to blame, isnât he? Â Because he fucked up. Â Lied for the duration of his time at The parlor. To his boss. To Baz. Â And he steps off the plane with an itch in his skin he canât quite get; cause heâd just got back in Hawaii from Vegas and the only thing that could ever calm him was Baz. But he wasnât there, apparently left just a few days prior to try and find what heâd been missing. Said he was leaving. Didnât really say where. And yet Steve canât seem to get the way Nat looked at him out of the back of his mind. The pity. Cause maybe they were all rooting for them. Maybe they werenât. All steve knows is that heâd come back to Hawaii empty handed and it just doesnât feel like home... and thatâs the funny thing about love, isnât it. Â Home is never a place but a person.Â
But the drive back to his house is nothing. He could do it as easy as sleeping. And the lights blur by just like the lines on the highway. One by one, until thereâs nothing left but the gravel of his drive way and the sinking feeling that leaves a bitter taste in his mouth. That Silverado is put into park, engine shut off and the door closed behind him. And he expects the tranquil feel of a salty breeze against his skin. Expects the fresh hair of Oahu to cleanse the muddy clay of Vegas. But what he doesnât expect is to be met with blue eyes on his porch. A ghost heâd been searching for to be staring back at him. And he freezes. A deer in the headlights.Â
      ââ... just needed aâweek tâ see ...  what this is.  ââ Â
And thatâs more than enough. Â Enough reason for boots to scamper across the concrete and up the stairs. Hands finding their home on either side of Bazâs face. And his bag thuds against the porch, his hands wrapping in a faded out Navy Academy tee, and Steve drowns out the past month drinking all of the other in. Where every groan says i missed you. Every breath says donât leave me. Every pull closer, push backward, bodyâs finding a home against the door - slipping inside, every stolen peck he can get that is a unspoken confession.Â
Where every kiss says   I love you. Â