Lost and Found
Pre-Canon rdr 2 x Teen!fem!oc
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Notes: âItâs scary trusting peopleâ
A week had slipped by since Jolene walked out to the ranch with Sister Amelia. The Sisterâs words had drifted in and out of her mind, but Jolene didnât think much of themâthis wasnât her first visit to the church, after all. Reverend Thomas was a kind man, if a little odd in her eyes. He was generous to a fault, which she supposed was expected of a pastor, but there was something about him she couldnât quite place. It left her uncertain, like the man didnât fit neatly into her idea of people.
Jolene had been in this town for about seven months now, ever since she left her old town and a friendly couple had offered her a ride. Sheâd traveled with them for a few days, but when the outlines of a new town appeared on the horizon, sheâd thanked them, jumped down, and set off alone. This town had a quiet charmâsome people were pleasant enough, and most didnât pay her any mind. But not everyone was easy to overlook. The Sheriff, for one, was a thorn in her side, always patrolling with a watchful eye that made Jolene feel like she stood out more than she wanted to. And then there was Mr. Finch, a man whose mere presence could steal the warmth from the sun. Sheâd only seen him up close twice: once with his wife, heavily pregnant as they entered the doctorâs office half a year back, and another time leaving the church just a few weeks ago. Jolene wouldnât dream of lifting anything off a man like that; the consequences alone were enough to keep her at bay.
Now she sat in the cool shade of a narrow alley, nestled between Johnsonâs shop and the saloon, working on her latest attempt at whittling. Sheâd borrowed a small knife and was trying to carve a wooden bear, though it looked more like a lumpy oval topped with a circle than anything resembling an animal. Still, she was focused, letting the shadowed alley shield her from the blistering Western sun as she chipped away, one small flake of wood at a time.
Jolene had worked at her little wooden bear for a while but eventually grew bored. After two hours, it looked a bit more bear-like, though hardly a masterpiece. Still, she nodded at her rough carving, then winced as she stood, her backside sore from sitting on the hard ground for so long. As she stepped out of the alley, she wandered up the porch of Johnsonâs shop, leaving the wooden bear and the borrowed knife on the outer windowsill with a faint hint of satisfaction.
With the afternoon stretching lazily before her, Jolene headed toward the townâs outskirts, wondering how best to spend the hours until sunset, when sheâd go to the saloon to gather her coins. It wasnât much, but sheâd learned how to sneak a few from the pockets of the saloon girls and sometimes had enough for a warm meal from the bar. Her stomach growled as she thought about it. Pickings had been slim latelyâpeople had gotten to know her, and now, at the sight of her, their hands instinctively guarded their pockets.
Leaving the dusty roads behind, she followed the familiar path that led out of town, weaving along the riverbank and into the cool shelter of the woods. She considered visiting the ranch but knew it was too far to make it there and back in time to reach the saloon before dark. So instead, she trotted along the pathway , grateful for the damp, shaded air as it warded off the dayâs relentless heat. Her mind wandered as she walked, lost in idle thoughts. Her hair had grown long enough to curl at the nape of her neck, and sheâd grown a bit taller, though she still hadnât filled out much. For now, her slim build kept her boyish-looking, but she knew that wouldnât last forever.
Wandering off the trail, she spotted a large fallen tree. The trunk was thick, almost chest-high, and curiosity got the better of her. She scrambled up, struggling for a moment but managing to hoist herself on top. She tried to sit astride it as if riding a horse, but the trunk was too wide, so she simply stood, looking around with a newfound sense of height.
Thatâs when she noticed smoke rising in the distance. Joleneâs curiosity sparked to life, and she jumped down, moving toward the source of the fire with caution. As she drew closer, she slowed, pressing herself against a tree, listening intently. Voices drifted faintly from between the treesâseveral people by the sound of it. Her heartbeat quickened as she hesitated, wondering if she should risk it. A gathering like this could mean trouble, and she didnât fancy getting caught up in it. After a few tense moments, she decided it was best to turn back. Life had finally settled into some kind of balance, and she didnât want to tempt fate now.
By the time Jolene reached town, the sky had deepened into shades of light purple and orange, casting long shadows across the dusty streets. She strolled into the saloon, which was still quiet in the early evening, only a few regulars and a couple of travelers scattered across the tables. Jolene made her way toward a group of saloon girls lounging near the back, exchanging glances and laughter as they prepared for a long night ahead.
One of the women spotted her immediately. âHey, Joel,â she called out, her voice smooth and teasing. âWhat brings you in here so early?â
Jolene grinned, letting a hint of her boyish charm play across her face. âAw, nothinâ much,â she drawled, with a slight shrug. âStarvinâ out there on the streets, yâknow how it is. But one look at you fine ladies, and I reckon Iâm better fed than if I had a whole bowl of stew.â She winked, earning herself a few chuckles from the women. Sheâd picked up the knack for charm, a little trick sheâd learned to keep folks from looking too close.
One of them sighed with a smile, reaching into her pocket. âYouâre a good kid, Joel. Here, donât go hungry,â she said, pressing a few coins into her hand. Another one tossed in a couple more, shaking her head in amusement.
âWell, ainât you all too kind?â Jolene replied, her grin widening. âMuch obliged, and good luck tonight, ladies.â
She sauntered over to the bar, where the barkeep was watching her with a smirk, having overheard the exchange. âYou sure got a way with those ladies, Joel,â he joked, wiping down a glass.
Jolene shrugged, feigning confidence. âOnly natural,â she said, tipping her nonexistent hat in mock swagger. âIâll grow up a real ladyâs man, mark my words.â
The barkeep chuckled, shaking his head. âWell, the stew ainât quite ready yet,â he said. âIf youâre lookinâ for somethinâ hot, youâll have to sit tight for a spell.â
Jolene sighed, glancing around the room. âFine, Iâll come by laterâ she muttered, preparing to wander back toward the door.
But as she turned, the barkeep called out to her, his voice shifting from friendly to firm. âAnd, Joelâlisten here. I donât want no more of your funny business in my saloon. Youâre scarinâ off good customers with all that foolinâ around.â
Jolene rolled her eyes, then turned to face him with a half-smile, raising her hand in a playful salute. âGot it, sir. No trouble from me,â she replied, starting to back away.
Just as she turned toward the exit, she collided with something solidâa wall of muscle, by the feel of it. She stumbled back, glancing up at the man sheâd just bumped into. He was tall, with light brown hair and a rough stubble lining his jaw, and the faintest scowl etched on his face. She recognized him instantlyâthe same man sheâd seen with his buddy at Johnsonâs shop last week.
âSorry, mister,â she said quickly, forcing a respectful tone.
The man gave her a once-over, then tipped his hat just slightly, though his gaze was sharp. âJust watch where youâre goinâ, kid,â he said, his voice a low rumble, before stepping past her toward the bar.
Jolene nodded, letting him move on before she quietly slipped out the saloon door, a bit relieved to be in the evening air again. She made a mental note to keep her head low around him from now onâsheâd seen that look in a manâs eyes before, and it didnât belong to the friendly type.
Jolene was on her way to Johnsonâs, half-hoping he might be in one of his rare generous moods and toss her a peppermint or a caramel. She knew it was unlikely, but sheâd grown used to small hopes, and Johnsonâs treats had a way of making the day feel a bit sweeter, however briefly.
But her thoughts were broken by a scream that sliced through the air. She jerked her head toward the doctorâs office just in time to see Dr. Abery stumbling out, his face ashen, his eyes wild.
âA damn shame!â he cried, voice nearly cracking. âWho in their right mindâd do such a thing?â
Jolene frowned, her mind already turning. What in the hell�
A crowd began to gather, drawn by the doctorâs outburst. The Sheriff appeared, storming down the street with a dark look, his boots pounding out a fierce rhythm as he pushed folks aside, his eyes set dead ahead on the doctorâs office. He brushed right past Jolene without a second glance, leaving her more intrigued. She noticed Johnson step out of his shop, narrowing his eyes toward the commotion.
âSomethinâ happen?â Johnson asked, glancing at her.
Jolene shrugged, playing it cool. âNo idea,â she replied, though she felt a pull of curiosity tightening inside her as she joined Johnson on the porch, both of them straining to catch bits of the murmured conversation around them.
And then came a voice that made her heart skip a beat. The Sheriffâs voice, loud and angry, calling her alias: âJOEL!â
She froze. Shit. Her pulse quickened as she tried to keep her expression calm, though her mind raced.
Johnson glanced sideways at her, his brow lifted. âWhatâs this all about? You up to somethinâ?â
Jolene forced a laugh, shaking her head. âAinât got a clue, Mr. Johnson.â
She was still trying to act nonchalant when she heard the Sheriffâs boots pounding toward her. She debated running, just tearing down the street and out of thereâbut thatâd only make her look worse. Better to stay, look innocent.
She stepped down from the porch, trying to keep her shoulders loose. But before she could say a word, the Sheriff was on her, his palm coming down in a sharp, stinging slap that knocked her off balance. Before she could even react, his hand was at her collar, jerking her forward as his voice dripped with anger.
âWhere is it, you little thief?â he snarled, his voice thick with accusation.
âWhereâs what?â she managed, choking on her surprise, one hand grabbing at his wrist as he held her close enough that she could see the fury burning in his eyes.
âDonât play games, Joel!â he spat, giving her another rough shake. âThe nerve of you, takinâ what ainât yours!â
She felt her pulse hammering in her ears, the humiliation sinking in as she realized everyone was watching. âI didnât take nothinâ! Wasnât even in town till just now!â she protested, her voice hoarse, desperation slipping into her tone.
âOh yeah?â he sneered, his grip tightening painfully. âAnd whoâs gonna vouch for you, huh?â
She clamped her mouth shut, realizing she had no alibi. No one would be able to confirm where sheâd been. The Sheriffâs eyes gleamed with grim satisfaction at her silence, and he slapped her again, this time hard enough that her cheek flared with pain.
âNow,â he said, his voice a low, menacing growl, âhand it over. Everything ya took.â
The crowd watched, their faces hard and judgmental, their stares boring into her. Sheâd felt like an outsider in this town before, but now their silent verdict left her feeling exposed, small, and utterly alone. She swallowed hard, forcing herself to keep her head up even as her heart twisted with a mix of shame and frustration. Nobody believed herâhell, nobody even questioned if she might be innocent.
The Sheriff tightened his grip on her arm, and his rough hands started patting her down. He found the few coins sheâd managed to collect earlier and tossed them to the dirt, sneering.
âThat all you got, boy?â he mocked, giving her a dark look as he continued his search, hands roaming her pockets and every corner of her clothes.
Then his fingers brushed against the chain around her neck. Her heart seized.
No, please no. But heâd already noticed, his face twisting with a smug sort of triumph as he reached into her shirt collar, his hand finding the small necklace and yanking it free, the chain digging painfully into the back of her neck before snapping.
âNo!â she gasped, her voice breaking, her hands reaching instinctively to try to grab it back.
He held it up, dangling the necklace in front of her face. âOh, âno,â is it? Figured you stole this too, didnât ya?â
Her breath hitched, panic flaring up as she saw the small ring hanging from the broken chain. She watched helplessly as he tossed it to the side, the ring slipping free and falling to the dirt at her feet. It was her last bit of comfort, a scrap of memory, something she hadnât let go of since sheâd started wandering these dusty trails. She lunged downward, desperate to snatch it up, but the Sheriff shoved her back, hard, sending her sprawling to the ground.
He glared down at her, his face twisted in disgust. âWhereâs the rest of it, huh?â he demanded, voice harsh.
âI didnât take nothinâ,â she murmured, her voice hoarse, trembling with the weight of the tears threatening to fall. She felt hollow, worn out by the humiliation.
The Sheriff scoffed, clearly unimpressed, and gave her one last contemptuous look. âWeâll see about that,â he muttered before turning on his heel and heading back toward the doctorâs office.
Jolene sat there in the dirt, her cheek stinging from the slaps, the ache in her heart cutting deeper than any of the bruises. All around, people were watching, their faces twisted with judgment and disappointment. Not one of them spoke up in her defense. Not one of them had a shred of faith in her.
She swallowed hard, her throat tight, her heart feeling heavier than ever. Even Dr. Abery, whose eyes held a faint sadness, had looked away with disappointment.
They all think Iâm the thief, she realized, a bitter ache sinking into her bones.
Slowly, she scrambled to her knees, her hands trembling as she reached for the broken necklace and the ring lying in the dirt. She held them close, clutching the torn pieces to her chest, something inside her breaking with each tear that slipped down her cheeks. She finally rose, glancing back one last time to see Johnson shaking his head, his lips pressed tight.
Unable to bear it any longer, she turned and ran, her legs carrying her out of town and away from their accusing stares. She didnât stop, her heart pounding as she ran past the last buildings, her breathing ragged and shallow, her thoughts churning in a blur of anger, hurt, and betrayal.
By the time she reached a large rock by the path, she couldnât run any further. She collapsed against it, sliding down until she was sitting with her back pressed against the cool stone. She stared down at the torn necklace in her hands, her breath hitching as the storm of emotions finally overtook her.
And then the tears really came, fierce and unrelenting, pouring down her cheeks as she sobbed, the anguish spilling out in waves. Her cheek throbbed, her hands were scraped from the fall, but none of it mattered next to the hollow ache gnawing at her heart.
She curled her fingers tightly around the broken chain, her chest heaving with grief and frustration. She hadnât thought it would hurt this bad, hadnât thought that one slap, one broken chain, could make her feel so utterly defeated. But as she sat there, clutching the last piece of her past, she realized the weight of her lonelinessâthe kind that no clever disguise, no snappy comeback, could ever hide.
Back in town, as the crowd thinned and the gossiping settled, people still shot glances toward Dr. Aberyâs office, where the Sheriffâs raised voice could be faintly heard. Standing alone on the saloon porch, a tall cowboy with dust-streaked boots and a gunbelt slung low across his hips took it all in, a deep frown creasing his brow. With a muttered, âWell⌠hell,â he felt the weight of Dr. Aberyâs money hanging heavy in his satchel. He let out a slow sigh, rubbing the back of his neck before heading toward his horse, already feeling the sting of regret settling like a bad taste in his mouth.
He mounted, urging his horse into an easy gait down the dirt road leading out of town, his sharp eyes scanning the landscape for any sign of the kid. Not far out, he finally spotted a slumped figure beside a big rock near the edge of the path. Another sigh escaped him as he pulled the horse to a stop, letting her trot onto the grass. He reached into his saddlebag, pulling out a peppermint stick before heading over slowly.
The kid, hearing his boots on the ground, looked up, his tear-streaked face quickly buried against his sleeve, wiping his cheeks. Seeing the cowboy, he put on a tough front, his eyes narrowing in suspicion.
âDonât be cryinâ none, boy,â the cowboy said, his voice low as he leaned against the big stone. âFolks like them back there⌠they ainât worth it.â
Jolene pushed herself to her feet, eyeing him with a mix of curiosity and caution. âYouâre the man from the saloon,â she said, sizing him up.
He gave her a nod, then held out the peppermint stick. âHere,â he said, offering it like a peace offering, his mouth twitching with a faint smile.
She took it hesitantly but didnât unwrap it just yet, her gaze still wary as she studied him. âWhyâd you come after me?â she asked, suspicion flickering in her voice.
The cowboy scratched at his beard, glancing out toward the open plains before answering. âWhat the Sheriff did⌠didnât sit right with me.â His tone was calm but firm, like heâd come to a decision about her that he couldnât quite explain.
She gave him a long, searching look before leaning back against the rock, finally unwrapping the peppermint stick and sticking it in her mouth. Her other hand still clutched the broken chain and ring, and she looked down at them, the sadness in her eyes clear.
âYou live back in that town?â he asked after a long, uncomfortable silence.
âNo. Not anymore. Not like I ever really did,â she muttered, the words coming out quieter than she meant.
The cowboy nodded, his eyes softening a bit, and for a moment, they both stood in silence, just watching the sky darken a shade as the sun slipped lower.
After a beat, she broke the quiet, her voice small and cautious. âYou donât think I took it, do you?â Her eyes flicked up to meet his, a spark of vulnerability there.
He scratched his beard again, considering his words before he shrugged. âDidnât seem like it to me.â
She nodded, relief visible in her small smile. âI didnât take it. Dr. Avery⌠well, heâs been real deep in debt, I heard. His wife was real sick before she died, and he paid a fortune for her medicine. Spent everythinâ he had.â She didnât notice the way her words deepened the guilt in his expression. Heâd thought the doctor was doing well enough, seeing the fine trimmings in his home when heâd snuck in through the back.
He sighed. âArthur Morgan,â he introduced himself, a touch of his former confidence creeping back.
âJoel,â Jolene mumbled, and she unclutched the broken chain, looking down at it with sorrow. Arthur glanced at the ring in her hand and gave a slight nod.
âThat there can be fixed,â he said without thinking.
Her face lit up, hope flickering in her eyes. âReally?â
Arthur nodded. âMaybe someone back at campâs handy enough to do it. And if not, Iâll pay to have it done proper.â
She looked at him, suspicion creeping back in. âWhy would you do that? You donât even know me.â
He shrugged, searching for the words. âJust feel bad for ya, son,â he replied, his voice gruff. Jolene looked at him, considering, then nodded, maybe starting to believe this cowboy was more generous than he seemed.
âI was thinkinâ of leavinâ this place anyway,â she said softly. âAfter today⌠theyâll treat me like shit.â
Arthur gave her a slow nod of understanding. âWell, come on back to camp with me first. Weâll see if anyone can fix that chain.â
He whistled sharply, and his horse trotted up to them, her coat shining in the late sunlight. âThis hereâs Boadicea,â he said, patting the horseâs neck fondly. Joleneâs eyes widened, a spark of fascination flickering across her face.
She approached carefully, letting the horse sniff her hand before giving her a gentle pat. Arthur reached out his hand. âGimme the chain for now. Iâll keep it safe.â
After a beat of hesitation, she handed it over, watching as he carefully pocketed it. Arthur swung himself onto Boadiceaâs back, then looked down at her expectantly.
âGo on, get up behind me,â he said.
She tossed the remains of her peppermint stick aside and tried clambering up but managed only to kick dust. Arthur sighed, sliding back in the saddle a little. âYou ever ridden before, boy?â
Jolene shook her head, cheeks flushing.
âAll right, câmere,â he muttered, reaching down to grab her under the arms. In one smooth motion, he hoisted her up onto the saddle in front of him. She swung her leg over carefully, making sure not to kick Boadiceaâs neck. Arthur nodded approvingly, his arms settling on either side of her as he took hold of the reins.
With a soft nudge, he spurred Boadicea into an easy, steady gallop. The world stretched out before them, open and wild, as the last light of day slipped away behind them. And for the first time in a long time, Jolene felt a sliver of hope glimmering, steady as the warmth of the cowboyâs arms guiding her forward.













