Today I shot the first day of my last solo movie in Austin (I'm shooting a 2/5s of another movie next weekend). It's weird, you know? I came to Austin for this reason and this reason only: to make movies. And now, I'm doing it, I'm saying goodbye, I'm trying to go with a bang... and yet, my heart's just... tired. This was supposed to bring me back. This was supposed to remind me how much I love what I do. And it did! But it's also a reminder of what I won't have as soon as I head back to Mexico. No more experiences crew, no more friends with equipment, no more talented actors that I am good friends with, no Austin...

But today was a good day. I'm exhausted and I really should be asleep cuz I gotta be on set in... 7 and a half hours, but my brain is both hooked on Redbull and filled with thoughts of friends and work and just this life I don't wanna let go of yet.

-Sigh-

On top of all this, she gave me more reasons to feel like shit. Oh boy, I know how to pick'em!