Cold permeated the air thicker than he could ever remember for September through all of his years at Hogwarts. The wind whistled as it blew over the open expanse of the lake, thunder rumbled beyond the mountains, and a chorus of frogs sounded directly underneath Harryâs window. He laid in bed, staring blankly at the unfamiliar stone ceiling, listening to the maddening and unusual noises of the schoolâs lake side. He missed being in Gryffindor Tower, where his room had faced Hagridâs hut and the quidditch pitch and the Whomping Willow. All the comforts that had enticed him to come back for eighth year seemed to have evaporated, leaving only the same disconcert that had plagued him for months during the war.
 There was a loud splash under his window and his weary mind immediately filled with images of the Giant Squid weaving a tentacle around the now silent frogs. There would be no sleeping tonight now that the thought was in his mind. Sighing, Harry eased himself slowly out of bed. He was unsuccessful in preventing the slow creeak that all the beds in South Tower seemed to have, but neither Neville nor Dean stirred at the noise. They seemed to be adjusting to post-war life and the nuances of their new home just fine. They were sleeping well, at least. Harry sank his feet into his house slippers, wishing he could say the same.Â
He walked carefully towards the common room, fingers wrapped around the shaft of his wand, heartbeat racing for no reason. There were no secret dangers lurking in the halls at Hogwarts now, as Hermione was quick to remind him, but years of experience told him otherwise. Some habits were just too hard to kill. With his back pressed into the cool stone of the hallway, Harry glanced cautiously around the corner, ready to assume a battle stance at once. But there was no need. The common room was empty, just as it had been every other night since arriving back at Hogwarts.Â
His grip relaxed marginally on his wand, and he headed towards an ottoman that heâd come to think of as his. Harry couldnât help but wonder if they had pulled the thing right out of the Slytherin common room; it was two and a half feet tall, twice as long, and made of the softest velvet in a green so dark it was nearly black. If he tried hard enough, he could probably curl his six-foot frame up and take a nap on the thing. The moment he sank into the plush material, Harryâs shoulders relaxed, and he allowed his wand to sink back into his robes. The ottoman coupled with the warmth of the fire and the 2:00 am solitude had an effect on him that was almost⌠Well, magical.Â
Tension drained out of his shoulders. Suddenly, Harry felt like he could take on anything. Even if he hadn't had more than a couple of hours of sleep in over a week. He could roam the halls like he used to do, or visit Hagrid. Maybe he could even try to look into the four new Hogwarts professors. They seemed suspiciously close, closer than any of the other Hogwarts professors for sure, and Harry didn't like that one bit. Any other time that a teacher had acted out of the ordinary, there had been a plot underway. Voldemort was gone, yes, but that didnât mean the world had been cured of evil. Harry was sure they were up to something. Maybe if he could prove it early on, the rest of the year could be peaceful.
Hermioneâs face floated through his mind, scowling in disapproval. Harry had made his case to her against the new teachers already and her response had been to scoff and roll her eyes. âYour proof is that theyâre friendly with one another? Harry, I know that youâre still in fight-for-your-life mode, but theyâre just teachers. Good ones, I might add. The ministry has been rounding up all of You-Know-Whoâs supporters. With Kingsley as minister, we know that theyâre going to do the job right this time. Do you want me to make you a Calming Draught?â If she found out that heâd gone sneaking about the castle, Harry knew sheâd be starking mad. Besides, he supposed that the chances of the professors being in the halls at this time seemed unlikely.Â
Harry decided to put the mystery out of his mind for the moment. He would keep an eye on them during class and in the halls, the best he could anyways, and come back to Hermione with more proof. There would be more proof.
What could he do in the meantime?Â
Homework? Perhaps, but theyâd only been back to school for a week. The load was still light and with no Quidditch or evil-doings to distract him, Harry had gotten most of his work done already. All that was left to do was to have Hermione check over everything to make sure he hadnât made any idiotic errors. She would be able to do that during breakfast, easily.
There was always the pen pal program that McGonagall had mentioned at the start of term feast. Harry still hadnât written a letter to his parchmate, nor had he received one. Hermione had already written quite the lengthy letter to her parchmate. Whoever she was paired with hadnât responded either. Harry suspected it was because of the length, but she was already working on a second letter for fear of failing. Nobody was sure how the program would factor into grades, just that it was mandatory to pass.
A simple summoning charm later and Harry had the charmed parchment and a quill in his hands. âOkay,â he thought. âLetter writing. Thatâs simple enough, just talk aboutâŚâ What? He wasnât actually sure what someone normally wrote in a letter. Surely writing about getting attacked and painful curse scars wasnât the norm? Outside of a few brief answers to his friends and Dumbledore, that was the only history Harry had in writing letters.Â
Several topics ran through his mind, all of them small talk and none of them substantial enough to carry a conversation. The weather? Lousy, worse than it had been in his living memory. The school? Different in too many ways. With no other ideas, Harry jotted down the first thought that came to his mind. Iâm going to miss playing quidditch this year. The ink shimmered on the page for a moment and then vanished without a trace. A sick, creeping sensation gnawed at his stomach as the image of a diary filled his mind. Seconds passed in rapid heart beats as Harry expected the small, spidery writing of Tom Riddle to answer him. After several long moments, he finally accepted that it was just a spell, nothing more. He made a mental note to warn Ginny about it; her reaction would be ten times worse than his had been and he wanted her to be prepared.
So, no quidditch talk then. Fair enough. It would probably be easy to pinpoint who was writing based on that, Harry supposed. The only returning eighth years who had played on the house teams were Dean, Malfoy, and himself. Harry heaved a sigh. Sure, he was the boy-who-defeated-Voldemort, but apparently a bloody letter was going to be his downfall.Â
It reminded him of a rant that Hermione had gone on earlier in the week when Neville had asked her how to write a letter. âHave you noticed that Hogwarts has never taught us any everyday skills? Most wizards communicate through owl post, but students are never even given an introduction to the most basic fundamentals of the skill. You know, I read a report that says floo calls are becoming more popular in younger generations because they simply donât know how to communicate through the written word. As the premiere wizarding school in Europe, you would think that there would be more foresight into teaching secondary skills.âÂ
Before he really knew what he was doing, Harry was copying down what he could remember of Hermioneâs speech onto the parchment, peppered with his own asides. The words stayed shining on the page. He sighed, this time in relief, and rolled the letter up and tossed it into the parchmates collection bin.Â
Relief quickly turned to guilt though. Hermione has always been extremely anti-plagiarism. Would copying down her words in a letter count in her mind as plagiarism? He didnât think so, but his thoughts so often turned out to be wrong. If anything, he was giving his parchmate the completely wrong idea about what to expect during their time writing to each other and he didnât want to do that either. He didnât know what to say, but Harry liked the idea of being able to write to someone in an anonymous setting. That someone would like him or hate him based on his own merits and not because he was some kind of wizarding messiah.Â
The second letter still didnât have a lot of thought put into it; it was a scribbled four sentences that basically boiled down to âIâm a fucking idiotâ. Eloquent, no, but it would give his partner a better idea of what they were getting into. Besides, Harry supposed it was true. He watched the second letter disappear when it hit the collection bin and then settled down further into the ottoman. Only five more hours until breakfast.