#para?

Blake and Ryan had been together for a while and when they first got together Blake explained to him how important sex was to her. She didn’t want to be disrespected or disregarded as an object and she knew Ryan would never think that but she made a promise to herself after her relationship with Thomas didn’t work out--a promise that she wouldn’t sleep with another person unless they were married. It definitely took Ryan by surprise but for the most part, he seemed to understand where she was coming from and he respected her wishes. Sure, she wasn’t a virgin but she made a promise to herself that the person who truly loves her will wait for her and think she’s worth it and she knew deep down inside that it was Ryan. Some people were just meant to be and she knew that her and Ryan were just meant to be. Still, sometimes Ryan fought temptations to control his urges around her and lately it had taken a bit of a toll on the couple. They spent the better part of the day away from each other due to Blake having work but once she was done, she agreed to come over to Ryan’s place so they could talk. She felt awful, like she was some sort of tease for not giving into their urges even if she had with Thomas previously. She just wanted to apologize and she wanted him to know she wasn’t trying to tease him in any shape or form. After twenty-five minutes, she arrived at his house and pulled into the driveway, making her way up the grassy yard and twisting the door knob to let herself in as she often did. “Hey, Ry...” The blonde said quietly with a small smile as she closed the front door and walked over to the couch where he was sitting to sit next to him. “Hey babe.” He smiled and folded his hands together as he looked over at her, it was quiet for a long time. No one made any kind of noise but then Blake decided to break the ice. “Ryan--I know that I’m driving you crazy..” Ryan sighed and chuckled a little “No you’re not babe..” She sighed and pulled some loose strands behind her ears “Do you think that I’m a tease?” She asked him, as he laughed and shook his head “Stop it!” She sighed and looked over at the tv in the middle of the room. “Well what do you think?” She asked, genuinely curious of what her significant other thought of her. “I think that you’re my girlfriend and I like spending time with you.” He stated confidently with a small grin, as the blonde sighed and leaned forward running her fingers through her golden locks.  Ryan turned his head and looked over at his girlfriend as he sighed. “Look, I just don’t wanna push you...” He sighed as Blake turned to him and held his hand in hers “You’re not honey...” Before she could finish Ryan let out a long sigh himself and nodded his head up and down. “But I am...Look this whole thing between us obviously means a lot to you and it means a lot to me too. I just don’t wanna do anything to pressure you or drive you away...” He sighed and let his voice trail off before continuing. “Even though sometimes I can’t help it, just like I can’t help that I fell in love with you...A long time ago and I’ve been holding that around inside of me for some time now but it’s out in the open..” He sighed and looked over at his girlfriend as he squeezed her hand tightly before continuing his thoughts. “I love you, Blake....So...There it is.” He breathed in deeply and shut his eyes for a brief moment as he waited for Blake’s response. To say she was in shock was an understatement, she was expecting a lot of things but not him admitting he was in love with her. “Wow....There it is..” She smiled a little and turned her head to face him, grabbing both sides of his face as she leaned in and kissed him. It was a long, nice, and passionate kiss. The one’s you always see in the movies or tv shows. She pulled away for a brief moment as they both were looking into each other’s eyes. “I love you too...” She admitted and leaned back into capture her lips with his.