#panwrite

Back rubs, corporal warmth, nuzzling, nipping, smooches, deep sighs, big yawns, familiar scents, familiar bodies, familial love, sleepy whispers, quiet thoughts.

must I be so bitter.

It will pass, and its not really a big deal, everyone makes mistakes that force them to take a couple of steps back. Mistakes that force you to fall and stand again with trembling legs. But doesn't it make you feel absolutely disgusting and undeserving. Hateful.

"Do you just need me to stop being a dick and actually hold you?"

"No. You don't get rewarded unless you do something that requires it."

Need to sit on mom's lap and curl up, fit my head snuggly on the curve of her neck. Doesn't matter how tall I get, just become as tiny as possible and do my absolute best to match her breathing.