#pandacunt

I’m publishing this because I can see myself getting asked this loads haha.I’m on a diet because I’ve actually put a fuck load of weight on. I was a size 10, sometimes a size 12 on bottom because I have fucking child bearing hips lmao. But I’ve gone up to a 14, sometimes 16 on bottom, and I just feel gross because I thought I was fat when I was size 10/12, so can you imagine how I feel about myself now? I’ve never had much confidence as it is, so the fact I’ve put on so much weight has just made me worse. I’ve never been called for being the size I am (I’m quite tall so I dunno, it might not show so much?) so I’m not doing it because of pressure or anything. I’m doing it so I feel better in myself, and so I have a bit more confidence.