i FEAR my Jackson's Diary hyperfixation is coming back... someone PLEASE tell me you've read it as well ☹️☹️

So the question of the day is, why would dean have Pamala in his place of most contentment? He technically has Sam and Cas there, but their always on their way back. Never really there. Simple. Pamela is a psychic. She knows what “he really wants” and he doesn’t even have to tell her. He doesn’t have to talk about his feelings for her to understand them, because she already knows everything that he’s thinking about. There isn’t any tough decisions, no ‘coming clean’ about anything. She already knows all his secrets. So dean doesn’t have to worry about someone finding something out, because the only person there already knows everything. And that’s why he’s able to be content. His brother and Cas are safely on their way home, and the only person around knows all his secrets and doesn’t judge him for it.