Hurray For The Riff Raff - Pa’lante
I’m currently in Puerto Rico and this music video perfectly describes my emotions.
The video takes place in New York City (where I am from), and Puerto Rico, where both my parents were born and raised.Â
After Hurricane Maria devastated Puerto Rico, I fell into a hole. Depression doesn’t necessarily describe the emotions I felt, it was more of a mix between sadness, anger, despair, and yearning.Â
A month ago I quit my job and came to Puerto Rico. I was told what to expect but nothing could prepare me for the realization that my country is really dying.
In some places it looks as if the hurricane hit last month instead of last year. Americans and foreigners are exploiting the disaster to buy property and gentrify essentially the entire island which will further displace Puerto Ricans. With locals leaving and Americans buying the property, I fear that, in the future, Puerto Ricans will no longer have any land to call theirs. This is a dilemma very few other ethnicities can truly understand and it causes me a great amount of pain to even think about it.
There is no easy solution to fix the mess we are in but I decided that I want to be here. Currently I have no more money. I spent it on a two week class to brush up on my Spanish. I will return to NYC later this week and come back in July with my school to help rebuild homes. After that I don’t know what the future has in store for me.Â
Maybe I’m just reflecting but that is exactly what this video is about. It’s hard to imagine what Puerto Rico will be like in two years but what I do know is that I’ll be there.