#padme stuff

i wish i could remember something about obi-wan because maybe its just a hunch or something but i feel like can just sense he was important to both anakin and i but i dont know to what degree and i just wanna know HOW he was important to us is that too much to ask for honestly

i remember anakin’s smile. i miss it more than anything. its probably one of the things i miss the most about him. even when he was tired and weary, he’d still smile when he saw me, and it would be bright and happy and genuine. i miss that. i miss him.

being kin with both padme and leia is so weird because a lot of the time i’ll see something related to padme on my dash i’ll be like “it me” but sometimes i’ll also be like “my mom??”

i remember anakin enough to know that we were so close and i loved him so dearly i remember that but my memories of obi-wan are so hazy and vague and i want to know how he was to me but i dont then again theres always the chance that i just unwittingly made this up and fooled myself into thinking it was a memory, isnt there?

its rly frustrating being kin with both padme and leia because all i remember as padme is dying and i have one, maybe two hazy at best memories as leia, so i dont know if my canons for the two are different and separate or if theyre both in the same canon or what and its confusing and annoying and hard

did i ever even have an anakin