You were a man, but transformed into a monster right before my eyes.
You know.. you lie a lot, you’re losing friends, you got family problems, your grades sucks, you have mental issues, and obviously you suck at being a boyfriend. Honestly, it looks like you don’t know what you want. You say you want to “change”, “find yourself” you say, but you’re not even trying. You’ll say one thing, then do another. And yet you blame everyone but yourself for all these problems. You expect people to pity you with that insincere asshole attitude that you seem to have? Oh wait, I bet you don’t show that side to anyone else except me, so you cry to people about your “sad” life where you only got yourself to fend for, and make everyone else like me sound like an evil demented person. Stop blaming me and anyone else for all your problems, and trying to pull me back in your life when you weren’t even sure you wanted me there in the first place. I’m trying to move on here, can’t you see? You had a best friend, a good (girl)friend that cared and wanted to care for you, and all the freedom in the world. You decided to be manipulative & contradictive. You took it all for granted, kid. It’s all gone now. Good luck figuring this all out on your own when everyone decides to get up and leave, because you’re just so narrowminded, that you were blinded by your stubbornness. I bet you’ll only realize any of this once it’s too late. Thanks for the memories, because I don’t know you anymore.
Don’t take this as me saying, “I hate you” or as a, “I don’t care”. It’s more like a, “I lifted all ten fingers for you, when you couldn’t even raise one for me.” Like I said before, it didn’t have to be this way, but it looks like it does in your head. You know who you are.
You're taking one step forward, and two steps back.
