#ozara13

hasn't it just been though. like this thing is wholly in a different place from where it was at this point last year!

naturally little one!

it's been a while since mommy's work this one, so half an hour's gonna be challenging!

FUCK yes

look right, blindfolds are a lot of fun, like so much fun. this thing loves not being able to see and not knowing what's going to happen next. it literally makes the difference between being unable to focus in a scene to getting really into it. if it can see, a ton of processing power goes to the eyes, and that distracts it from every other sensation.

blindfolds are great for dealing with that, but if you've ever been blindfolded and thrown around a bit or thrashed around under whatever's happening to you, then you know how easy it is to knock the damn thing loose and be able to see everything! also, have you ever been tied up and had someone else put a blindfold on you? it's the most irritating thing ever. they can't tell if they've got it low enough, and half the time this thing ends up with the strap under one ear and over the other, and if you thought being able to see was distracting, it's got nothing on asymmetry.

no biggie, right? we'll just use a hood instead. complete coverage means no light, except this thing can get a little claustrophobic in them sometimes. something about overheating and panic setting in, so the fabric can't be too thick, but if it's too thin: bam! light!

so anyway, the idea of blackout lenses sounds really good. no awkward straps, no overheating, no problem! this thing has no idea what they actually feel like though, so this post might be a lot of bluster for something that it might potentially hate the feeling of (it has real sensitive eyes when it comes to things in them) since it's never worn contacts before.

but on paper? sign it up!

thank you for the kink to rate!

Treat! You get ~~a sturdy collar~~ I mean a tasty Antwerp hand cookie bc it's tasty and :3

hey there little one! here, have a collar with a chain that has a little heart on it! this thing thinks it will suit you!

FUCK yes

with the cat mask it got not so long since (which is in a kigurumi style), it's had more than a few thoughts about kigurumi masks. there's something really fun about them, especially given the things its read, like the one story where someone gagged themselves before locking a kigurumi mask on their head. locked in, free to be used by someone like the doll they were. the skin-suits allow for some really interesting ways to play dress up as well, not just capturing a look, but also in roleplay.

so yeah, kigurumi is a natural extension of the love this thing has for masks and the like. very much into it!

this thing has been caught in waiting mode, so it'll take a second to quickly brain-fart the things it has done all day, which has been a lot while simultaneously not a lot...

its morning was spent writing and catching up on tumblr, of which there was a lot today. or maybe it felt like a lot because it was writing in between scrolling... either way, that ate up its whole morning. somewhere in that process.

it decided that it would go for a walk after that. and because it is currently running an AERS (Arousal Energy Retention System, a process of having arousal energy stored for later discharge) stress test with Mother Controller, it decided that the most interesting way to charge its stored arousal was to share a control link for its clit vibe and let others take charge of it.

this thing is still experimenting with the AERS, and is still processing the differences between arousal as a feeling and arousal as a physiological response to being stimulated. it has actually been interesting to think about, especially around this thing's own sexuality and how it experiences and feels arousal and what makes it aroused. it feels much stronger arousal from kink than it does from sexual contact, it has always known this.

it is very much looking forward to seeing how it will all play out...