Jess my beloved I love the newest pjo au chapter and I eagerly await the bear ilya fic- he and cliff are friends! Bonded Pair DO NOT SEPERATE!
unfortunately this fic only briefly touches on the cliff & ilya dynamic but just know that cliff saw baby angry russian bisexual ilya, clocked him as being in need of hugs, and the bear was just the excuse he was waiting for. thats his rookie (theyāre almost the same age) thats his little guy (ilya is bigger than him) thats his buddy (indeed)
so glad you enjoyed the chapter! i had so much fun writing it
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Hi im obsessed with your a/b/o thoughts please keep them coming
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Most of my thoughts are to make it as weird or sad or alien as possible.
Iām gonna use some gendered language during this. Iām talking sex not gender.
General omegaverse thoughts
I actually donāt care at all about the pregnancy or mpreg of it all but if thereās a female alpha impregnating her omega boyfriend I am Locked In.
Speaking of lady alphas I feel like their uteruses are almost vestigial. Like sure thereās ovaries in there but the cocktail of hormones they have as like capital A alphas keeps them from truly ovulating. Depending on the time you headcanon presentation vs puberty this could be interesting. Like they have periods for a bit? Maybe some pseudo menses. But then it stops when alpha floods their system and theyāve got a dick. Not to get too heavy into genital talk anyway but Internal testes implications is so interesting too. The gender of it all is so beautiful. Like are they considered women? Do they go on beta blockers until their alpha presentation to avoid menstruation? Are there cultures built around making sure an alpha girl child is pregnant before she presents/stops presentation? Are they ostracized as both women and alphas?
I love weird alien biology with it. Like I know knots and slick and like scents/biting are standard with the package. But also whereās the weird genitals? Can we give them cock sheaths like wolves? Hyena long vulvas? I saw in a fic once where alphas would start drooling like dogs when turned on and Iāve just accepted this into my canon now. Thereās also this one concept of like guy omegas going through a āslittingā during their second puberty where the perineum splits and reveals a vulva. Thatās fun. I love cloaca asses bc I can use āshit babiesā but also I donāt write mpreg so who cares! More fun hermaphroditic concepts!!!!
Maybe itās bc my first experiences with omegaverse was during my teen wolf years, but there is a DEARTH of things exploring the instinctual parts besides nesting, possessiveness, and the other pregnancy aspects. Predator/prey play. Breeding runs. Piss. And ones where the dynamics are flipped and played with like alphas needing to be leashed bc of their instincts and inability to control themselves, instead of repackaged misogyny.
I wish I had more opinions on betas. I like them when I get to see their relationships explored in non traditional ways, like a/b and b/o and a/b/o toxic triads. I think they have scents and instincts and might lean one way or the other genetically, but theyāre not nearly as strong. Sometimes I see fun ones where they can be pushed towards a different dynamic which is fun from a gender perspective but uninteresting to me for a sexy way.
Heated rivalry a/b/o thoughts
Iām a big lover of a/a Shane and Ilya. Itās so gay. Itās so much more gay.
Shane who in a way actually has permission to fuck men in a sort of heterosexual way, if he actually liked omegas. So heās got these big I AM BIG TOUGH MASCULINE thing feelings but theyāre all aimed towards other alphas. I feel like heās always had such a tight control over himself that he hates his instincts bc theyāre all consuming and they are Not Normal. I think he turns into an absolute āalpha maleā when lost in rut bc he locks them down in every other time (this does not necessarily mean topping, but Iām a contrarian and I love that too). Like pushing Ilya down. Marking him up. Controlling him. Jizzing all over to claim him. Biting at the drop of a hat bc heās possessive. Plus the aspect that people can maybe smell his feelings? Thatās his worst nightmare. The panic is contained INSIDE why can people smell it.
I think Ilya as an alpha is a caring type. He wants to make sure his partners are well cared for. āLook I can bring foodā ālook let me hold you til we sleepā and Ilya has such an insecure attachment type that the physical reminders of someone choosing him (biting/claiming/ etc) must be so damn heady. Also heās a scrappy bitch and heāll get into shitty fights that Shaneās really attracted to.
This is outside of my a/a love bc I donāt actually enjoy a/o hollanov (it feels like mulan at best and heterosexual-lite at worst) but I also enjoy omega Ilya. The ~implications~ you see. Russian doping? His sadness? Plus I love the dynamic of a Shane that has cut out everything of himself that doesnāt make a good hockey player, and Ilyaās done the same with his omega designation until heās chemically fucked. And then them healing with their new realities when Shane doesnāt have hockey anymore and Ilyaās body is so very fucked.
I think ppl smell like what they love. So Shane smells like hockey which isā¦unfortunate. (Bad. Itās yucky.). Ilya at least can smell like fast cars and leather and hockey. I think rose also has a yucky smell.
I think Hayden is a beta and Jackie an omega. This gets Hayden rep with guys in the locker room even though even his kids think heās a push over
Yuna alpha and beta David!!!! As I mentioned in an earlier post. Like the difficulty of her getting pregnant and carrying Shane but being willing to do it. To change her body for it. To suffer for it. Then for that to extend in her relationship with her son as she worries in what other ways have I messed up my son. Is it her fault as an alpha woman that heās gay? Did she put too much pressure on him? And then the intersection of being Asian on top of it. GOD. I think Davidās here for a good time and loves everyone genuinely. What a great beta quality.
Rose I have no ācanonā designation for bc I do what I want. I think sheās stinky and self conscious about it and also terrified of ātrue matesā and fate. I like the implication of her having an alpha dick and Shane being like āoh good I can ask to be penetrated and it wonāt be weirdā except itās women heās not into. I like the implication of her being omega and woman (typecast in her kidnapped movies) and she is everything Shane is not attracted to but he loves her. Just not sexually. Not romantically.
Okay Iāve been typing this for like an hr. I hope this is what you want. I have so many thoughts but none are directed š
Hello I am Obsessed with you're Ireena and you've also made me appreciate Patrina more
thank you so much, here is a drawing of her for you from the depths of my sketch folder!!! i'm glad to spread the good word about patrina, too :] i am a supporter of women covered in strahd's blood first and a human being second
Obsessed with the idea of Strahd and Sergei as Cain and Able
Thank you! I'm very proud of the notion, and it makes me wonder what other cautionary tales the other Dark Lords tell with their downfalls and domains. I love the idea of Van Richten's Guide to Ravenloft being adapted into children's picture books and morality plays in whatever plane is considered the PC's homeland. I love thinking about what gets mythologized and what gets forgotten; what gets analyzed and what gets added. I love the concept of PCs who think they are familiar with the story, only to find themselves living it and constantly rewriting the ending. Chills.
18. if you keep them, share a deleted sentence or paragraph from a published fic
Ooh, this one is tricky because usually I erase to fully rework or reword a section. I've thought about making a cutting room floor style document to hold onto snippets I like, but haven't made that many big cuts yet. And for published works... I can't find any. Alas! ^^;
27. your favorite part of the writing process
When the ideas flow at a pace I can keep up with. It's frustrating to be in a mood to write, but only have a trickle of words, and equally so to have so many words gushing out that I can't keep up with it and lose some.
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I've read your daycare story like 4 times today and cried like a baby each time. Its cathartic. I'm in charge of my nephew rn and trying to keep him from being traumatized while dealing with my own trauma is Rough tm
yeah my roommate has kids, kids Iāve known their whole lives, and so while Iām not a parent or a childcare worker, Iām very empathetic to that issue, in specific! thank you for reaching out to me, Iām glad the story found you when you needed it