#overwatch things

Every time I play Overwatch as a tank or support I am painfully reminded of how my mind works. I am taking on a role meant to protect other players and must think of the team before the individual. But I can't. I want to be there for EVERYONE. This leads me to being there for no one. I strive to heal every player, even the idiots who get themselves into situations they can't escape. I'm guilty of that as well but never expect a healer to risk their lives for me. I get most flustered as Ana. For some reason when I am her I get extremely upset at the enemy team for "picking on" my team. The more people I lose the more cool I lose until no one can rely on me. I think about each individual rather than what is best for the team. Losing a player sometimes is necessary to keep the support alive to allow the other members to stay in and push. But I just can't think that way. I risk my life doing stupid things because I need to be there. If I'm not there I'm not doing my job. It's a stupid though process but it's one I can't escape. I go to someone who was begging for heals way off from the group, leaving those expecting me at their side to suffer. I want to be there for everyone but realistically I can't. So please don't ask for healing when you are in the middle of the enemy team or so far away you could grab a health pack. A healer cannot always be there. But you know what.... healers like me are going to try anyways.

Also Ashe I don't know why but I always seem to adopt you and try to keep you safe and this is an unhealthy relationship. 😅

Genji asked for the shuriken wrist dispenser, and what she did for him with the whole prosthetics was within the bounds of normal things to do. We still aren’t exactly sure what her involvement in the whole Gabe stuff was, but like at most, her flawed attempt to resurrect him is suggested to be more out of an attempt to do what she is bound to do and save a patient with all the skills and tools at her disposal rather than a “free freshly dead guy to experiment on, rad”

So, I've been playing Sombra a lot lately (I know, scandalous). And I have a new pet peeve. Mercy or Zennyata healing me while I'm trying to be sneaky. Like, I'm going invisible, getting behind the enemy and setting up, and all of a sudden, the enemy knows where I am because there's a giant ass yellow stream/ball attached to me.