#overthinking.

looking at the companion stuff on the wiki it seems like a lot of the friendship buffs have to do with Hawke's support helping them (Merrill, Fenris and Anders) and only with Isabela and Aveline actually doing anything for you with their loyalty. Isabela's in particular simply saying "Isabela has your back" is fun, while her rivalry of course is her having one foot out the door. Hm.

you know i remember that post tomska made on twitter about edds day, and how we should move it to another day because it’s kinda weird to celebrate the day he died and probably better to celebrate on the 16th (his birthday) or something like that, and now i feel bad abt posting anything :/

you can pitty yourself and say ‘everyone leaves me’ or you can look back on your actions and try to figure out WHY they left. what YOU did to as a person to push them away from a life that you said was forever.

Needed time to step back and clear my head, except all of my thoughts lead back to you.

Lmao last night was hectic I away hard crying on the phone to my boy cause I was worried that everything I said sounded Wrong and that he would get the wrong idea and think I hate him and not made better by the fact that I'd told him a thing that was really upsetting me and he explained how it wasn't a thing in the message before but I Kept Talking About It and I Should have just stopped but I Can't so I had to stop talking but then I didn't want to look like I was ignoring him so had to talk carefully and then realized I was being even more shitty and I Was Awful But then I got to see his face and hear him on rabb.it so that was rlly fun