#overshare meme

LAST…

Last drink: One of those flavored water things in coconut lime flavor

Last phone call: 911. Ha. long story.

Last text message: “I’m not going to see you. You’ll be fine.”

Last song you listened to: Panic Cord - Hucci Remix, Gabrielle Aplin. Spotify recommended it and I keep putting it on at random times

Last time I cried: I honestly can’t remember, not to act tough, im just not a cryer.

HAVE YOU EVER…

Dated someone twice: yep

Been cheated on: not to my knowledge

Kissed someone and regretted it: yeah :/

Lost someone special: like dead or broken up? Dead yes, but all my breakups needed to happen.

Been depressed: quiz meme this is tumblr “have you ever been not depressed” would be easier (keeping Bobbie’s answer ‘cause I agree)

Been drunk and thrown up: yes

IN THE PAST I YEAR I HAVE….

Made a new friend: since 2016, no, in the last 12 months, yes

Fallen out of love: nope, but was never in love

Laughed till you cried: i think once or twice

Found out who your true friends were: i have like no friends, tru story :D

Found out someone was talking about you: eh not recently

GENERAL

How many people on tumblr do you know in real life: one, unless merely communicating outside of tumblr counts, then like four

Do you have any pets: three ball pythons and two tarantulas ❤

Do you want to change your name: sure, because I don’t care for mine, but I’ve never really considered it so I have nothing in mind

What time did you wake up this morning: I’ve been awake since 4:30 yesterday afternoon, this is normal for me

What were you doing last night: laundry, cleaning, and playing a video game

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah and he was a huge douche, probably still is

What’s getting on your nerves rn: i ordered an S7 last friday and it hasn’t even shipped yet??? wtf t-mobile???!

Blood type: O+, gonna go donate today in fact

Status: single

Zodiac Sign: cancer

Favorite TV show: ahhhh probably Daredevil??? I am so flipipingngikandf excited for season 2!!!

High school: no thank you

Hair color: my natural color, dark brown but with old old reddish highlights that are near my ears at this point. Hate it, really need to fix it, i just don’t know what to do with it

Long or short: this is THE question. I am almost always agonizing over my hair. Cut it myself? Leave it be and let it grow? Pay someone to cut it? Shave it all off? HOW DO I MAKE IT LESS LIMP OMG CAN MY HEAD LOOK PROPORTIONAL PLEASE

Do you have a crush on someone: nope, i don’t really get crushes beyond “oh they’re cute 😍”

What do you like about yourself: my piercings

Tattoos: none yet, just a long list and a struggle to save up and find someone to do em

Righty or lefty: righty

FIRST…

First surgery: ive had like two minor surgeries, i don’t think they count. Tonsils out and gum graft

First piercing: my lobes, when I was 11 I think?

First best friend: Her name was Sherelle and she was super pretty and popular, I wasn’t. People used to tell me she only felt sorry for me, but looking back, I know that’s not true.We drifted apart but I really put the nail in the coffin when I didn’t tell her I was moving. I just left and she had to find out from my mom that I was gone. I just could not bring myself to tell her I was never going to see her again. I really regret not saying goodbye. I try to look her up from time to time but I can never find any evidence of any internet presence of her. I’m really worried something bad happened to her.

First sport you joined: ugghhh softball back in middle school, i literally got to play one time, failed hard, and spent the rest of the time on the bench

First vacation: used to visit my grandma every other summer or so as a kid. Beyond that, i think the first official vacation was renting a cabin on Mt. Rainer for a weekend

First pair of sneakers: really? I have no idea, I’m sure I had some velcros when i was a toddler

MISCELLANEOUS

Eating: nothing atm

Drinking: still drinking the coconut lime carbonated drink

I’m about to: nothing, just keep myself awake until my blood donation, then come home and sleep

Listening to: the constant cooing of doves on the powerlines outside my house, and the occasional chirp of some other bird

Waiting for: me to figure out how to kill the constant emptiness but I don’t wanna sound dramatic or anything!

Do you want kids: no, no no no no no

Do you want to get married: more like, I’d like to find someone I’d feel comfortable marrying. Cause right now i never want to be married because im mostly convinced i will never find anyone i would even want to marry. The thought of marriage fills me with anxiety and i actually kind of wish it didn’t, i kind of wish it was something i could look forward to but as i am right now i cannot see myself ever getting married.

From: California

Where you want to be: long term id love to be travelling without a care and a lot of money in my bank account. Short term i want my errands to be over so i can be cozy in bed. Generally i want to be alone in my bed relaxing.

WHICH IS BETTER….

Lips or eyes: both of mine are perfect and I generally find that to be the case on other people too, so i refuse to choose

Hugs or kisses: not a huge fan of touch but let’s pretend it’s the right person, probably hugs for that platonic, affectionate feeling, and the physical warmth

Shorter or Taller: im 5’9” and i like it, but i have no preference for other people

Older or Younger: i try to go for people my age but if i had to choose, older, even though I hate to say that

Romantic or Spontaneous: not really a dichotomy? But i always enjoy spontaneity.

Sensitive or Loud: if i like you, i will take you however you are. Both definitely have the capacity to be obnoxious though

Hook Up or Relationship: neither for a while, though a CASUAL relationship would be preferred in the future

Troublemaker or Hesitant: ehhhh the troublemaker I think. Im pretty good at, uh, calculated impulsivity, and I would like someone who enjoyed that about me and encouraged my spontaneity and had some of their own as well.

HAVE YOU EVER…

Kissed a stranger: yeah

Drank hard liquor: yep

Lost glasses/contacts: i don’t think ive ever lost them, just had them destroyed various ways. But i always knew where they were lol

Sex on a first date: nope

Broken someone’s heart: yep

Been arrested: nope

Turned someone down: yep

Fallen for a friend: my first bf was my best friend first so I guess I could say that, but I think I had a crush on him before we really became friends, so hm, maybe not?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…..

Miracles: sometimes amazing things happen, im uncomfortable calling them “miracles” though because of the implication of some sort of divine intervention

Love at first sight: No. You cannot love someone you don’t know.

Yourself: in very minor ways. Like I think I’m pretty good at my job and I believe in myself when it comes to handling difficult people, but “will you achieve your dreams and ever be content with your life and comfortable?” Then nooooo

Heaven: nope