#overloaded thoughts

Like I dont even know right now, its like when were together everything is cool and enjoy every minute im with her. Then when we embrace I hold onto her like I dint want to let her go. Afterwards my minds just reminisce on all the things that we did together, what we talked about, how she was so deep into the movie I thought she was going to jumpnout her seat….in the theatre. Or how even though she says she wasnt pissed you could see it was written all over her face by the way she gave such an intense stare and how her nose scrutch up a little bit. And my mind just replays, like how could we have made this better or what went wrong or right. And its not even a lustful thing like yeah I would  want to see her naked and yeah I got some pretty “creative" thoughts and holding her body. ….etc etc but id rather just listen to her and see what goes on in her mind, is this love or am I just going into overloaded thinking ~bleh