Step Out of Shame: Milwaukee-based Pastor and Public Speaker Jason Webb Suggests How to Overcome a Feeling of Shame
Originally published on thriveglobal.com
We all struggle with negative feelings. Shame, regrets, worries, guilt, you name it. And very often, instead of facing these feelings, we choose to hide from them. But does it really help us in the end? In this article, Jason Webb, a pastor and a public speaker from Milwaukee, discusses shame and guilt â very common negative feelings among all of us â and suggests how to productively approach them.
I am convinced that if I were to ask you to describe yourself you would have two lists.
The first list is the good list, the list you love about yourself. You would write things like âparentâ or âathleticâ or âkindâ or âsuccessfulâ or âintellectualâ. These are the things you are proud of and should be proud of.
But there is another list, a list that we donât want anybody to know about but it still exists. We think about it all the time. Itâs the things we hate about ourselves. On this list, we would write words like âbroken relationshipsâ, âfailed dreamsâ, âworriesâ, âfearsâ, âaddictionsâ, âstrugglesâ, âpoor self-imageâ. You know your list. I know my list.
Itâs the list that fills you with regret. The list that you hate.
What is shame? Shame at its core tells us that we are the things we hate.
This is the difference between guilt and shame. Guilt says âI did thisâ but shame says âI am this.â
Guilt is a good thing. Guilt reminds us when we get off track, itâs the Holy Spirit inside of us saying, âThis isnât the way to go, you donât have to keep going down this roadâ But shame says, âThis is the road you will always be on. Thereâs no changing now.â
âShame,â Dr. Brene Brown writes, âis the intensely painful feeling or experience of believing that we are flawed and therefore unworthy of love and belonging â something weâve experienced, done, or failed to do makes us unworthy of connectionâŠ.â
In other words, âIf you knew this about me, you couldnât love me.â
Shame forces us into hiding
Since we donât think we can be loved because of these things, we hide. We do everything we can to make sure that other people canât see the things we hate about ourselves.
This has been going on since the Garden of Eden. When God created Adam and Eve, he created them without shame. âThey were naked and unashamed,â Genesis 3 says, in other words, they were emotionally, spiritually, relationally, and physically naked with each other.
It was a complete vulnerability. They lived by the motto, âWhat you see is what you get.â
But then they mess up and look at what happens next. âBut the Lord God called to the man, âWhere are you?â He answered, âI heard you in the garden, and I was afraid because I was naked; so I hid.â (Gen. 3:9)
At that moment shame entered the world. Adam and Eve no longer thought they could be loved for who they fully were.
So they hid. They pretended that what had happened really didnât happen.
We do the same. And we think we are fooling everybody, even God.
We overcompensate. If we think we are extra bad in one area, we try to be extra good in another.  Itâs as if we are saying to God, âDonât look at that, look at this instead. See Iâm good over hereâŠâ
We compare ourselves to others. In other words, we say to God, âI know this isnât that good, but at least Iâm not as bad as her. Â Comparatively speaking Iâm better.â
This is what Adam did. God confronts Adam with his sin, and look at what he does, âWho told you that you were naked? Have you eaten from the tree that I commanded you not to eat from?â The man said, âThe woman you put here with meâshe gave me some fruit from the tree, and I ate it.â (Gen. 3:11-12)
In other words, âGod I know Iâm bad, but sheâs really bad. Iâm better than her.â
My guess is that you have done the same thing. We always look for someone we are just a little bit better than so that we donât feel as bad about our stuff.
We show just enough. Â We convince ourselves that we are being completely authentic if we share at least a little of our struggles.
So we let people into our struggles just a little bit, but we only go partway, to reveal it all would be too hard.
Shame loses its power when it is exposed
But it doesnât have to be this way. You donât have to hide in your shame.
Dr. Dan Green is right when he says, âShame loses its power when itâs exposed.â
In other words, we think we need to hide the shameful parts, but when we hide them they only grow. But when we expose them, and invulnerably say âGod, I need your help, this is what I am dealing withâŠâ shame starts to fade away and healing can begin.
This is why James says, âTherefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed.â (James 5:16)
Healing only comes through honesty.
Shame can only lose its power when itâs exposed.
Where are you hiding thinking that nobody, including God, sees you? He wants to heal you, but heâs not going to force you. He is inviting you out.
So will you step out of hiding?
Jason Webb is a Milwaukee-based pastor, public speaker, movement leader, strategic thinker, and a results-driven executive with a proven track record in fundraising. He has helped start multiple churches and non-profit organizations, ran their multimillion-dollar campaigns, and oversaw a complex $12.5 million budget at his last organization. Mr. Webb is also a philanthropist, passionate about helping those in need on a global level.