#outofthepatch

Here’s a quick update:

I recently just started a new job, so that’s why I have been gone from here since I’ve been job hunting for the last month or so.

I’ve also started drawing more and creating some videos for my Youtube channel that I’m still working on. But here's a sneak peek at what I’ve made so far.

There’s a lot more that I’ve made, but I’m trying to record more speedpaints so that I can have a decently sized queue for when it’s time to upload. And I’m starting to plan out a webcomic that I’ve been thinking about for the longest time. So just a lot of art stuff I’ve been placing most of my focus on. I’m sorry that I haven’t updated sooner, but I’m finally getting back into the groove of things with my art and I don’t want to slow down!

I’m going to continue to rp though! I’m just trying to get used to the new schedule that I have and I’ll adjust it so that way I can have more time for here and for my art.

I MISS ALL OF YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!! <3 <3 <3

HELLO EVERYONE!

     It’s been 6 years since I’ve started this blog and 2 years since I was somewhat active. That’s such a long time and so much has happened in that timeframe.

I finally have a Bachelor's of Science in Media Arts & Animation and work for a small company that produces children books as Head Character Designer. 

I’ve come out as Pan and Non-Binary and have never been more happy about my identity (which is so fitting since it’s Pride Month)

     And just overall a lot of ups and downs. Life has been a confusing rollercoaster and honestly, I’ve just been trying to navigate and keep it all together. When I made this blog, I was inspired by some roleplayers that were just having a great time telling their stories and I enjoyed reading them so much, that I wanted to be a part of something like that for myself. So I joined their group and made this blog to tell my own stories with whoever was kind enough to get involved with my shenanigans. I’ve made such wonderful friends that I still kept in contact with when I wasn’t active on this blog anymore. 

     That really meant a lot that I could keep some of those people around. And it’s even more touching when I messaged some of my old rp partners saying that they remember me and that I was one of their faves. Because for such a long time I was beating myself up for not being active, coming back but then leaving shortly after, etc. because at the time I couldn’t balance my time and energy with school, work, and roleplaying. So much was going on and I just couldn’t handle it anymore. And because of that, I know that I’ve hurt people without meaning to but I did. I’m so terribly sorry about everything.

     I just turned 18 when I started here, now I’m 24 and a lot more different than I was before. I’ve come back because I wanted to reconnect with old friends and get back into writing again since it’s been so long. But this time around it’s gonna be different.

This blog will be semi-active and semi-selective. I don’t have the same motivation and energy as I did when I first started, so my replies will take a little bit of time to get to.

This is meant for me to get back into the groove of things without the stress from before. I just want to have fun and write some cool stories. Maybe draw some prompts or requests since I’ve improved over the years.

And lastly: If I feel like roleplaying just isn’t for me anymore, then that’s okay. I don’t want to have to feel guilty or upset if I’m just not feeling it anymore. I’m not gonna beat myself over this. (That last part was mostly for me haha)

With that being said, thank you to those who’ve stuck by me all these years and to those who still care about me. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH.

HAPPY PRIDE BITCHES!

EDIT: Shout out to victor-of-latveria for correcting my spelling. YOU'RE A REAL ONE

Guys I've been sick for well over a week and I finally got some medicine this Friday. I've been trying to rest properly cause I'm just exhausted. I am feeling a lot better now that I'm taking medication, but I still need rest.