#ouch ..

the worst thing about loving the doctor is realizing that she is absolutely the worst thing that could have happened to any of her companions .. like yes, some of them left alive and alright , but the things they went through ? martha was going to be a doctor, donna can’t even remember the time they spent together, bill got turned into a cyberman. traveling with the doctor would single-handedly be the worst and best thing to happen i think

sometimes i wonder how qi rong feels when he looks at his own face and sees so much of xie lian in it knowing he became the exact opposite of what he idolized so much when he was young

Been in a huge block as well as sadness and well...idk what to do. I wanna write fluff to ease my mind but the more I think, the more it kinda hurts bc damn, I don't have anyone to really do these with-