#other meme

ajskahrowhri ANON HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE BOTH SO FUNNY AND SO CORRECT?! i’m going to be chuckling about this all day

for some reason this also made me think of:

Ema’s cause of death is: bees

Yuzu’s cause of death is: being run over by Logan Paul.

Sato’s cause of death is:  not finding the lamb sauce in time.

Tagged by : ngoisaotim

SPEED:   it’s soooo dependent on how much muse i have for certain threads // other muses. sometimes i’ll reply with someone 15 times in a day and sometimes it takes me 15 days to find the muse to reply. 

REPLIES:   my writing style changes way too often. i pretty much always do  ❝these quotes❞ and a small gif icon. but sometimes i put spaces  ❝ like this. ❞ sometimes  ❝i don’t.❞ most of the time i ❝ don’t capitalize anything. ❞ // even though i don’t have to, i almost always try to match my partner’s writing style. 

STARTERS:   i suck at starters. i make a lot of starter call posts but never end up doing them b/c i either lose my muse or can’t come up with anything. i reply 95% on memes and random opens that i make.

SELECTIVITY:   g o d. selectivity is a big RP stressor for me. if i see a blog that says ‘highly selective’ i get scared and run away 99% of the time. i never really feel good enough tbh. i call my self selective because, well, i kind of am. 

i have a really hard time with ‘slice of life’ threads. i’m either afraid i’m boring my partner or get bored myself. but then i’m also super self-conscious about the amount of angst i put into my threads b/c you want to stay realistic. i mean it’s not like they’re gonna get hit by a car and then get cancer and then their mom dies and then their girlfriend has a miscarriage like -- nng. that’s obviously too much. idek asdfghuij;wa i always get so flustered even talking about this

WISHLIST ITEM:   now that i got done saying i’m super self-conscious about my angst, i must say 1037% of my wishlist items are angst related. i suck. anything having to do with his bulimia would be awesome. i have an eating disorder so i kind of channel my angst through that, even though i don’t think it’s super canon. i’m also a hoe for hospital roleplays and yes, i admit it. college roomie aus are the fucking BOMB.

HONEST NOTE:   i’ve thought about deleting this blog so many times but i’ve done so with other blogs and always end up regretting it. i feel like i’m not good enough to write with half the people i write with. also, fandomless OCs are lovely and i love them but i have suuchhhh a hard time finding the muse for them. maybe it’s b/c i suck at plotting and for a fandomless (or fandom other than until dawn / life is strange) OC or even canon character i have a hard time deciding how they met or will meet. i appreciate you, i dooooooo.