#orgil

But still, STILLL my heart is forever infatuated to SouKazu. like, this is my ultimate OTP. yes, I may have about too much pairings that involve Kazuki in it but 総一 always takes the crown for me. I'm always emotional over them none of you understand. ok. LOOKKKK these guys are literally the soulmate trope but the difference is that they're...not soulmates. two people loving eachother very much, very clearly meant for one another but in the end they're always torn apart by circumstances they're unable to control and knowing this always punches me in the gut and breaks my ribs. Ow.

Also knkz and kzko are close seconds to kzsou because they make me emotional + thibking of the kzko angst possibilities do make me coil about a little -- I cant stop imagining TBY Kazuki leaning into Kouyou in place of Soushi's absence and Kouyou...can't help but embrace Kazuki because he loves Kazuki. Even though it hurts so much for him knowing that Kazuki essentially crawls into him just because Soushi isn't there. Yes, Kouyou does it because he loves Kazuki, but does Kazuki share the same feelings? Kouyou doesn't know. No one knows. Not even Kazuki himself is sure anymore.

Hai, kembali lagi dengan rekomen lagu galau by Asep part 2. Kali ini, aku gw bawa lagu dari Lucy yang judulnya Ending. Kalau ada lagu yang bisa definisiin "pisah baik-baik", lagu ini emang juaranya wkwkwk. Ini lagu emang gambarin kalau manusia itu kepalanya beda-beda, makanya perspektif tentang perpisahannya pun berbeda.

"Eh, menurut gue nih, kalau kita pisah kita nggak bakal ketemuan lagi."

"Tapi menurut gue, meski kita pisah sekarang, next time kalau kita ketemu lagi kita bakal ketemu sama versi diri yang lebih baik."

DAN, YAP. KURANG LEBIH BEGITU DIALOG LAGUNYA.

Kalau pisah sekarang, gue tau nih bakal kesepian dan ngerasa kosong. Tapi gapapa juga kita ngerasa kangen satu sama lain. Karena apa? KITA MANUSIA BUKAN NABI BOY.