#oregontrip

After breakfast we took a quick stroll around a rose garden, and then to Pittock Acres Park, where there’s a house built in 1914… apparently the oldest building in Portland. Bless!

Doesn’t it look like a Disney attraction!?

This is what is called an Irish omelette, at the Original Pancake House. Otherwise known to me as a bomb filled with corned beef hash and potatoes; encased in egg.

I ordered a side of hash browns which was bold given that the omelette also came with pancakes (which I didn’t know).

Today we took a drive out to Mount Hood (or Wy'east). We did a quick hike around Snow Bunny, then drove to Timberline, where we watched skiers and snowboarders over a hot chocolate.

Breakfast today was via Keeper Coffee, the cutest little coffee shop with old English charm and delicious food.

The quiche was out of this world. Light, with more of a custard base than the usual scrambles egg mix. Brendan also treated me to a savoury scone and a marionberry pastry.

Last night we went out for some thumping improvised techno. It was a cool little undergroundish bar playing a selection of semi-psychedelic electronics and old-school funk.

The band came on a bit after 9 and continued to play non-stop, improvising around disco, dance, trance, and general EDM.

You know that feeling when you’re tripping balls on the top of a mountain and everything is simultaneously right in front of you but also miles away? That was my Monday.

In the morning we took some psilocybin tea with us to the top of mount Tabor. The high hit is just as we found a bench at the peak, so we spent the first maybe 20 minutes or so there until the cold got too much and I figured out how to stand.

Once the nausea wore mostly off and I stopped being anxious about what I was feeling and sensing, the rest was a mixture of glee and silliness and wonder.

I became fascinated with words and how they wriggled and wound round each other, and became convinced we were all on some sort of giant spiral or screw, that we were all mostly headed in the same direction but no-one knew just how ridiculous everything was.

Apparently some people get really talkative on shrooms. For the first hour, any time I spoke it sounded so loud in my head that it made me giggle. Also drinking water made me giggle, as did realising I was off my guard in public on a Monday (we were both doing well to not be in people’s way or give anyone a weird time, though a couple of people definitely knew we were high as kites).

So I got super quiet outside but inside was just a riot of inner monologue. Something I discovered was how much of my own resources I can mine — how much there is inside my weird little mind to delve into like a big toy box.

But it also struck me that it wouldn’t have been any fun alone. Especially in an unfamiliar place. And I was glad to have a guide like Brendan who could give me a sense of what I might experience physiologically (which was mostly just a bit of nausea… not my favourite, but as I kept reminding myself then and now, “this too shall pass”).

But the colours in show. My word. Chatting to Brendan about it last night I speculated about what a psychedelic trip might do for me, since my brain can make its own imagery without the need for it to pass through my limited circuitry.

We stopped at a reservoir and it was achingly beautiful. The blues were so vivid and the city was laid out in front of us. I instinctively knew I didn’t want to take a photo because what I was seeing would never compare to what my iPhone could capture… it would just be too mundane.

But everything around me for the first 90 minutes or so was exploding in vivid purples and pinks, straight lines swirled and all dimensions were huge in scope… there was so much up to the up and side to the sides.

And I could hear everything. I’ve never heard so acutely; conversations from far off, sounding like they were inches away. But none of it was startling; it was just wondrous.

I felt like a baby, exploring everything naively for the first time.

And then there was this voice. I’ve retrospectively named him the Maestro, as he was somehow the master of this great revolving circus I was part of. He spoke with authority, maybe a little like Vivian Stanshall, the guy from Bonzos who did the announcements in Tubular Bells.

He was there throughout, describing occasionally, pointing things out. It’s hard to pin down exactly what it was other than a presence. But I also knew it was all coming from me.