Y'know, last year I started looking into developing my non-dominant hand skills because I have been having issues with my right hand for a while now and if worse comes to worse...
What I want to say is, I survived school because I was able to doodle and distract myself from the heavy emotions that were always on my mind.
And with Caine's death, the theater stuff, some other fandom bullshit I just heard the news about, and the fact I shouldn't use my right hand at all (my brain even screams at me if I try)...
I just saw today that I can draw and write fine enough with my left hand.
Fuck, I can cope and give Caine the pats he needs. 😭














