#or trans

if i ever end it i want everyone to know that it wasnt because of my phone. it wasnt because of some kid at school that called me a furry and shoulder checked me. it was because i dont want to have to grow up in a world that is entirely against everything i am

i dont want to grow up in a world where people see me as free sex on the streets. a world where even the people in power decide if you can do anything about that, which, spoiler, you cant. i don't want people to expect me to have children when i know if i have children they wont have a good life. i know for a fact they wont.

theres people out there that want me dead because im a man with tits. trans people, cis people, all of them. theres people that want me dead because i have tits in general. everything is so much more expensive mentally and literally— because i have boobs.

i get told on a daily basis i am disgusting. not because i am, because i havent shaved. because i have bodily fat, because i look healthy. im not skinny, i dont have smooth clear hairless skin, im not tiny. im not the spitting image of a toddler. and im disgusting.

this isnt a world i want to live in. a world where when i get in my car no matter if its daytime or night time i have to look under it to make sure theres nobody there to slash my heel. i have to wear a bra in my own house if theres a man around but a cis man can walk around in almost nothing and its hot when he does that but the only thing i do that they find hot is kissing the same gender.