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There's a lot of us that come here prior to several reasons. As an RPer, I join RPs to find another home for myself. This may be off topic, but I join RPs to get away from my life. I know I'm not the only who who goes through horrible things and what not; I mean it when I'm really insecure and depressed, etc, btw. But, yes. I join RPs to let myself loose, and to sink myself into my own world. 

The beauty of RPing for me is that you can join an RP, and after a while (from numbers of RPs I went to, usually two weeks or so to feel at home) you start to feel like everyone is family. But because there's so many of us, it's hard. What's worse is that everyone is in their own group. And especially those who want to deactivate the most, they interact together.

Me, along with others... we feel that we don't belong here. But because we all share the same though, that's why we're still holding on. Because we have each other to rely on. But really, at times... we can't help but feel left out. When everyone gets together and webcams, as everyone is talking... I feel like I'm an outcast because I don't know what's going on. Nor does anyone mention me.

I've talked to a few people on this RP about feelings. When someone makes a post about being sad, etc. I'm one of those people who always asks if they're okay, to tell me what's wrong. That's one of my traits as a friend. I'm someone who likes to be there for a friend, because as a good friend... that's something I should. Especially if I want others to do the same for me. I know that when I'm sad, and when I talk about it... there's several people who come to me and ask me what's wrong. And I really do appreciate those people. They're the reason why I'm actually staying.

As I mentioned before, my major priority as a friend is to be there for them. And I always like to think that people should be treated by how they treat others, you know that saying...? But I'm also one who would rather leave if I'm told or feel that I dont belong. Same as, if I had a friend who has something of theirs, I wouldn't take it away from them and back off. And because everyone is so close to each other, or so it looks, I have that feeling of backing away. Because what's in front of me, isn't mine, or something I should be apart of because of circumstances.