#or doesn't write

Not me MONTHS ago making extensive notes on my fic about how many minutes the drive from a specific hotel in Albuquerque is from the Albuquerque VA Hospital and the driving distance from the hotel to another Albuquerque attraction, and whether or not there is a pool and hot breakfast at the hotel so I could calculate that into my fic but not fucking making ANY notes about which hotel it was I was looking at at the time and now needing more info for reference and having no clue which hotel to look for. 

my brain is just not cooperating and writing the way i want it to, so another night will pass without an update. i won’t let y’all down - the kink will come! it just has to cook another day, apparently. 

i alternate btwn thinking the signs fic / cup fic is chugging along beautifully and btwn wanting to scrap all 15k words i have already and give up

trying to dash out a domaystic ficlet this afternoon bc I actually have plans this evening for once, but now I've hit the tiny tiny bit of interpersonal conflict I knew would be included and have ground to a halt