and without your presence 

i might die.

i think about the Lotus plants

and primroses in the garden

below 

and i still can't find out

how to let you go.

you have become one with me

my body and soul

i can't find a piece in me who doesn't

feel guilty about feeling happy

knowing we will never grow old.

you still visit me at night

in a dress wound tight

They nerf themselves very effectively hahahah

fruit and Illumina throw every tourney they're teamed on (speedrun showdown for example), Pete and fruit got eliminated in group stages in the bedwars tourney last week (there were more people in the team but still), and all three of them together managed to throw the relay cup (when every team they went up against said they were scared of their team)

If they are teamed on MCC, fruit will forget how to play sky battle, illumina will fail the speedbridge in tgttos, and pete will fall in every round of hitw.