#operationredthread

I was looking around and I noticed two different map images. After reading the article and I realized the original person who provided the algorithm rhythm to create this map created a bonus map as well. Going to take a look at the cities and compare them to the cities closest to the veteran retreats that I like to visit and see which one aligns the best. If neither work, I will go ahead create a mashup of three maps: these two and the map I create in ... Rand McNally? I'll have to remember to which online site i saved my retreat addresses.

Uh-oh, I got stuck. Which was soon followed by, I got scared. Being stuck and scared is unsettling. In light of the fact that my heart and stomach have physically switched places, still taking steps forward, still working towards the unforeseen. But there are days when I definitely feel like the worm is hunting me! 

WHAT A BEAUTIFUL THING!!! Because of the work I'm attempting ... scratch that, DOING with my business venture, I'm trying on transparency during my embarrassing (to me) issues. One being the shambles of my financial state-of-affairs, which is a dramaful as it sounds. But even still, maintain peace in the midst of chaos is the lesson and eventually, becomes an art. This morning, I had to swallow my pride, still makes me feel nauseas, and  ask my daughter for $75 to register for the VWISE program in November. (The deadline is Friday, I get paid Monday, and I currently have $33 dollars and no available credit any of the two credit cards that I have.) Of course she said yes, but just in case, I thought I'd call the program organizer to see if I could somehow get an extension for just two days since I get paid a few days after deadline but I COMPLETELY understand if it's not possible. Do you know how beautiful this Universe is?!? The beautiful event organizer, Kim, said, "That is NOT something we want you to stress over! I will send you a form for a scholarship for the full registration amount so don't worry about it. We just want you here!" Had to head to the bathroom to dab the leaky ocular pipes. There is something to be said about "it" go, whatever "it" may be.