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You don’t have to talk to him to see just how much of him is missing. His very aura feels... empty. You don’t feel as much warmth from him as you did before.

It scares you, but only because you fear for him.

Lil is the first to stand from the couch, darting to Kan like the floor burns. They touch with the same grace as before, but none of the feeling. It’s tainted, sapped of energy... a feeling you know, in a different language and in a different time. They need each other now more than ever. It’s better like this, and you allow them time to do as they will.

Kan joins you on the couch, and Lil with him. The three of you sit together and you stay attentive as you can. Every affectionate gesture he gives you is gladly accepted, and every one for him is readily given. There are no sorries, no condolences, no words of loss or mourning, just... quiet. You move slowly, your kisses light - these things must be eased into, you know, and especially with a troll used to sweeps of vicious treatment. Kindness is rare, and too much is overwhelming, so you listen to him, keep pace with him, wait for him.

You’ve been making sure he feeds. Even if it becomes simply a chore, he must. Lil has food now, so he won’t need to worry about making it... And with the Hive finally at peace, however mournful, you have to go.