#oopppssss

Every now and again, I have this strong desire to feel a romantic type of love😭😭😭😭😭its like sometimes im bursting with so much desperation to feel such a thing. Maybe because I read soooo many romance books (ik its fiction btw looool)😂😅the idea of falling in love and being in a relationship, seems so exciting to me idk. I guess I just want to be adored, I guess I want someone to be infatuated with me. Maybe I just have this strong want to feel loved and desired for once in my life. Its like something in me just delights at the fact in having a physical relationship with someone, obviously its natural to want that and to dream of such haha. I know one day, I will be able experience true love, and I cant wait for that day🥺. For now, il just keep dreaming😂😂. I have so much love within me, I have so much love to give to the right person😭😭😭, sometimes I feel like im overflowing with so much love idk what to do with myself, but il just try and remain patient for when my time will come xx

Hating the Darkling is going to be even more harder yall

i’m realising that my concept of money is SOOOOO fucked having lived in a very expensive city...

last night i went to a whale party and they were playing moby dick on the wall and everyone was talking about melville and this guy was wearing a blue jump suit that said property of the us on the back and i drank lots of beers and then someone brought me rum and a guy from work played guitar for everyone and then held both my hands and danced crazy dances with me and then walked me all the way home before he skated away down the centre of the road at 4:40am to get a cab home

// Replies will come tomorrow night when I have wifi. Right now I'm on my phone's data plan and I'm running out of gigs or whatever and I'm trying to use the neighbor's wifi.

So. My parents and I went for a walk in the woods. And I got slightly separated. But I got home okay and my parents were panicking. Oops. I didn't mean to worry them but it kind of makes me laugh.