#oooooopps

since its like 5am and i havent slept i thought this would be a good time to talk abt how theres inly gonna b like 3-6 returning flutes next year for mb and if thats the case then im gonna have to b section leader bc theres only gonna b 2-3 of us and the prob is im not good at playin but im good at moral support (wnd ive heard my marching is rly good??? i cant tell tbh) and im gonna b a senior so im like "do i go for it???" idk im nervous bc what if i HAVE TO

I'm very quickly becoming Halsey trash like the rest of tumblr, oops

Drink like a fish and I feel completely sober but the second I leave to get some McDonald's, I feel buzzy wuzzy

oops didnt go to school again and I probably won't go to school anymore. it's not that anything bad happens to me in school I just can't physically bring myself to go. just the thought of going to school alone makes me immediately cry. so yeah, probably gonna go back to cyber school and fail everything and not get into nursing school bye.