#ooc rant.

They constantly let me know that they are bored and wanting to write with that muse, which made me feel pressured in writing a starter immediately, which I voiced. Again, I instantly got told that I totally get everything wrong and how I can’t just moved past things and why I keep bringing shit up when this isn’t how they feel. They tossed me a message being like: I will just look for someone else to play with my muse. We can probably all agree this sounds a hell lot like: nevermind, don’t need your muse anymore I will look for someone else. 

I stated that this conversation is confusing me and overwhelms me because I really don’t know why we are suddenly “fighting” when we just came up with a wholesome plot.This person got pissed at me for being, i phrased it “lost” and they gave me the choice to just post them a starter or just block them. And I didn’t see a reason to block them.. but then also like pressured me to answer them if I wanted to rp or not.

After that I was like: Sorry I wanted a moment to collect my thoughts because this was intense? but I feel like we may not match as writers. Which had them be like: Called it, you can’t move past shit, bye.

I am so over feeling like I’m the only one who ever gives in any of my friendships. I’m always the first to call, the first to make plans, the first to initiate anything.

If I didn’t call my friends, we would never talk. If I didn’t make plans, we would never hang. And I’m over it. I could stop talking to people & no one would even care or say anything.

My birthday is in 2 days & after spending my birthday money to buy $50 dollar tickets to a play, my best friend doesn’t even have the decency to respond to any attempt that I’ve made to get a hold of her & solidify plans--after she assured me that it was fine to go ahead & buy the tickets, because she would be available. 

I’m tired of giving & never getting anything in return. I’m tired of it with my friends, I’m tired of it with my siblings, I’m tired of it with my bandmates, I’m tired just of it. Everywhere.

I can’t imagine what it’s like to see that someone has been desperately trying to get a hold of you because they miss you & you just ignore it. You ignore the text messages, the phone calls, the voice mails. 

Do you mean to tell me that after all this December 17th Drama Bullshit that I’m still getting activity on my feed from NSFW Blogs that are most likely Spam blogs?!

Did staff literally just try to put a bandaid over the problem?

Today--Just TODAY I have blocked 3 Gay Male NSFW Blogs from following or for showing up on my activity for liking OOC posts & reblogging Askbox Memes.

My Dude..I know you have zero interest in Winter Stater Sentences. Stop reblogging my shit. Stop liking photos of me with my one-year-old niece. I am never going to open your fucking shitty blog. GET OFF MY FEED.

So...let me get this straight Promos aren’t allowed anymore & your supposedly getting rid of NSFW Gifs & pictures but somehow I’m still getting notification from NSFW Blogs???

Right.

Nice work, Tumblr. Sincerely. -_-

Tumblr sure is a safer environment now. 

Seriously, though. I will never look at a blog that is clearly pure NSFW Content. That not what I’m here for. Any blog or bot that follows me, reblogs my shit or likes a post that I made will just get blocked. It is the most pathetic thing.

Bleeeeeh