that dreams of the day I'm able to pick out that white wedding dress (reasonably in my thirties, I'm not getting hitched anyy time soon) and keep it in my closet until we're both old and gray. I'm the kind of girl that hides all negative emotion from the surface, so that, hopefully, there will be more of a chance for my friends, relatives, and acquantices to smile, just so they won't have yet another thing to deal with. I like violence and drugs just as much as the next person, but I wouldn't wish it on anyone else. I'm the kind of girl that will only in the most secure of times open up my emotions and thoughts to someone else, not spill my entire heart out on facebook because my boyfriend dumped me. My least favorite feeling in the world is vulnerability, and sometimes I like to sit in the darkness by myself just to enjoy the silence and peace because taking the day in slowly is just as important as being entertained. I look the other way when a cute boy asks for my number because I'd rather wait it out for a nice guy, who would accept me for everything I am, than rush with a total player who will sneak out the window after we fuck. I would solve any problem I possibly can because it would mean one less problem in the world, even if that problem doesn't exactly pertain to myself at all. I put the people in life above the possessions, and I greatly value things like trust and honesty instead of caring about getting rich or getting popular. As I keep surviving in this world alongside some of the most crude teenagers in existence, it's becoming more and more obvious that morals, values, and respect are being lost to instant gratification and high reputations. We live in a world where losing your virginity is less important than losing your iPhone, where parents and children hate each other, and boyfriends are always disposible. I watch every day as more of my friends become intoxicated, impregnated, and completely destroyed, and I wonder why in the world there is so much self-destruction surrounding me. I'm just a random girl in some random small town in Indiana, and I have just as much attention weighing me down as any other merely intelligent, random girl in any state. Instead of taking my clothes off or wearing some skimpy slutsuit in pictures, I like to dress up and take pictures in front of beautiful skies and sunsets. If there is anyone out there in the world that feels the way I do, don't share this. Don't like this. Don't comment on this. Don't even say ANYTHING to be about this post.Instead,be bold and change the world with me. <3 BeDIFFERENT.BeREAL.