^ ^ thank u!!

lace: what is something in your life completely different from last year?

This is a sad answer because this time last year was so full of hope and joy for me. I’d just moved into my current apartment (my first real adult apartment!!), my relationship with Kail had reached a healthy point after months of difficulty, and I was on track to graduate at the end of the summer. Now I’m nearly 6 months postgrad still unemployed, single and brokenhearted. So many things are different, but the most glaring is the absence of feeling like I have a promising and hopeful future. 

roses: If it had to be winter, autumn, spring or summer for the rest of your life, which would you choose?

autumn!! (but the real answer is I love that the seasons change and couldn’t live in a world where the weather was the same all the time)

I move some of my stuff to a new flat yesterday. That flat is on the fourth floor, it was 36°C yesterday.

I was suprised I didnt have sore muscles today, I just felt I had done a bit of sport.

But no I was not blessed, I just stood up from bed and holy shit I'm gonna die tomorrow. I have to go up a few stairs to get out of the house, then walk down and up a slight hill and then more stairs to the office. The backs of my thights are burning.

I've spent my whole life searching for a certain kind of story. I've yet to find it, but perhaps that's exactly why stories are told-because someone needed an experience they just weren't finding anywhere else...