CARTER.
[ liss <3, 10:18 pm ] you canāt keep fucking bossing me around like this, alissa [ liss <3, 10:18 pm ] i want to date you and you know i love you but if youāre going to treat me like a goddamn child every time i get in any trouble then idk [ liss <3, 10:19 pm ] Ā i want a girlfriend not a mother
ALISSA.
[ Ā carter š, Ā 11:22 pm Ā ] Ā please donāt pity me when i say this, but i had a think [ Ā carter š, Ā 11:24 pm Ā ] Ā and i think why i disgustingly boss you around when youāre in trouble is because of how little i talked with people before you. Ā it was always me and gary and dylan and maybe a friend or two, if ever that. Ā but i donāt know how to be someone other than a mom sometimes. Ā iām sorry and i know i hurt you and hurting you is the last thing i ever want to do and iām gonna change, i promise
fuck. Ā heād regretted it the second heād sent it. Ā it was impulsive and stupid, Ā two things heād tried so hard not to be around her.
[ liss <3, 11:31 pm ] Ā if i call you will you pick up
he hardly waited, Ā pressing the icon and putting the phone to his ear. Ā heād never been good with words, Ā even less proficient when writing, Ā but he needed to speak to her.
