#omaygad

“Chen Xiao Xi, there’s some things I never told you. Now, I might have to say them in a very straightforward manner. 

The first time I saw you, I thought you were pretty cute. The first time I started liking you, was when I saw you came to my competition. One person cheering me on.  At the athletic event,  the doll running alongside you was me. That game where we had to keep secrets, mine was that “I like you.” That was real. The first snow of 2006, I made it all for you. 

Seeing you unhappy, I felt really panicked. I really wanted to make you happy. When I saw you were happy, I really wanted to laugh with you. Look, seeing you cry, I want to cry too. 

It’s not a problem, Chen Xiao Xi. I’ve already decided I’m not going to like you. I’ve decided to say goodbye. I’m going to chase my dreams. You’re going to cheer me on, right?

Goodbye, Chen Xiao Xi.”