#olrak

i’m so sorry

call me foolish, I feel helpless (Mizrox - AO3)

Fandom: Castlevania: Nocturne

Status: Complete

Chapters: 1/1

Words: 6,355

Rating: Explicit

Archive Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Relationships: Mizrak/Olrox

Additional Tags: Post-Season/Series 02, Pining, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, Vampire Sex, Sire Bond, Time Skips, Slow Romance, From Sex to Love

Summary: Mizrak leaves Olrox three days after he turns into a vampire. But the world is small for their kind, and they will keep running into each other again and again and again over the years.

Olrox %100 cockblocked himself here. I wouldn’t say he’s in love with Mizrak because it’s more of a casual thing and they were both using each other to get information but Mizrak begrudgingly was catching feelings for Olrox.

Olrox probably gravitated to Mizrak not because he reminded him of his late lover but has a certain type that he is attracted to that both his late lover and Mizrak share. Idealistic, undying loyalty, and devotion to a cause which is catnip for a cynical centuries old Olrox. Not saying the love was comparable but Olrox cockblocked himself to prevent any future heartache but still had a fondness for Mizrak but stopped it in its tracks to prevent it from going any further.

People hate Mizrak for not appreciating that Olrox saved his life but forget that he left Richter and the others to die. Mizrak risked his entire faith and went against the Abbott when he saw he broken his vow and going to sacrifice his own daughter. Mizrak was HORRIFIED and went to Tera to help. He KILLED his monk brothers in arms to stop the Abbott from killing his own daughter and prevent the end of the world. Mizrak chose to be by Richter’s side and die for them. Olrox swooped him away preventing him a dignified death and most likely Mizrak would’ve died but he rather die on his own terms than ran away like a coward. He fought against Olrox’s arms and more concerned about Richter, Maria, Tera and Annette who are still in the abbey with an all power vampire GOD and Olrox took him and left all the rest to die!

Was it cruel what Mizrak said? Absolutely but was it wrong? No.

Mizrak compared Olrox to an animal because animals flee during the times of danger and thinking on their own survival instead of others and caring only about themselves which Mizrak sees as selfish. And Olrox did lose his soul and most likely trade it when he became part of Quetzalcoatl and I’m hoping it’ll allude to that in the future!

Mizrak asked that if Olrox had planned to turn him into a vampire because he doesn’t know where he stands and Olrox says he’s not in love with him so why would Mizrak want to stick around Olrox when he doesn’t love him? Mizrak probably thinks Olrox is using him like some sort of pet. An amusement. We see how unstable and unbalanced vampire/humans dynamic is! (except for Dracula and Lisa of course) Remember with Hector and Lenore? We see that how Drolta and Erzsabet treat that human girl.

Mizrak doesn’t want to become whatever play thing for Olrox because he’d seen first hand how vampires treat humans as toys, sex slaves, food supply, and pets. Mizrak doesn’t want to become that and Olrox made it clear he doesn’t love Mizrak so why would he stay with him? Mizrak took whatever scrap of dignity he had left and ran to join Richter and the others.

Back to why there aren’t any of Olrox’s clothes around the room all scattered is because Olrox can shift his clothes off his body like shadows.

Like how the OG Alucard from Hellsing can shift his body to shadows.

Or like Mystique

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