#oldoneshot

TW: Mature of nature/ mention of medication

{This is based on how i feel i would meet the turtles. Its an old idea here of course. This story is based on a 4th wall break idea. Mind you its a REALLY old idea.}

Y/n pov:

Its now been too long since I talked with anyone. I feel so listless, like im free but stuck. All i could do was stare at the dark window into the night of the countryside. Nothing except darkness as far as the eye could see, it was a stormy night so no moonlight to illuminate the plantlife outside. I was just sitting in bed unable to sleep, the time you ask? Well it appeared to be 2am. My name is Y/n and I have too many issues to count, yet somehow i still stand. I could all but stop taking my meds as much as they alter my personality at night time, how you may wonder? Well my switch i only recently noted gets flipped if i hear serious negative subjects. As much as i wish that there was no switch, if i dont take my medication then i will all but disappear from society all together. Even if its just online, if i dont take medication then i will all but withdraw into my world and might never return.

So you see here in my story i live in the countryside, fun? Maybe, lonely? Definitely. I was wishing in the deepest depths of my mind that I could free myself of my mind and find my place. A world free from the daily worries we all suffer, a world where i feel i can find where i belong.

Anyways who would accept me?, a person with this many issues?. Definitely nobody!...right?

Staring at the ever infinite darkness long enough, i jumped when lightning flashed across the vast landscape and ran into my closet hearing thunder.