i would sell my soul for her, i’ve been currently obsessed and so here you have some of my favorite lockscreens i’ve made

part 1 / part 2 / part 3 / part 4 / part 5 / part 6 

cw: implied non-con sex -- very short 

Carol stepped out into the Yard with Breslin and Johnson on either side of her, cigarette already in her hand waiting to be lit. She scanned the semi-opened space with a cold stare through her glasses and leaned against the wall.  “It’s too fucking cold for this shit,” she mumbles through lighting the cigarette between in her lips. She inhales deep, trying to use the warmth from the smoke in her lungs to warm her whole body. Breslin agreed, leaning beside her. Carol’s body tensed as, something isn’t quite right the Yard today -- things are a little too calm. A little too at peace. A little too quiet --  “Smoking kills, Carol,” a voice breaks the silence and a hand takes the cigarette out of her fingers to a new set of lips. There it is, Carol thought. Her voice sounded like nails on a chalk board, she could just fucking kill her. SJ took another short puff of Carol’s Marlboro Gold and passed it back to her. Carol’s jaw tightened as she stared at the cigarette in her fingers that was now two puffs short. Anger bubbled in her chest at having yet another thing in her life used up or taken away from her in some way or another -- suddenly she felt less cold than she had all day.

“Y’know,” Carol started, her voice painfully condescending, “There’s this magical place down the hall from the door where you can get all the cigarettes you want. It’s called fucking commissary.” “Hey, you’re right -- sorry Care,” Sarah replied. She pulled a fiver from her over coat and slipped it into Denning’s hand to pay it off. Carol nodded in her direction to imply that it was okay, but wouldn’t meet her eye. She readjusted her position against the wall and glowered at the entrance to the Yard at the other side.  “Too fucking cold,” she mumbled, flicking the ash off the end. Carol had been distant in some ways with SJ and less in others. Ever since the IOU, Carol had been finding new places and new ways to fuck her -- testing her to be quiet in the library while she fingered her, choking her out in the showers, using Sarah’s stupid fucking multicolored scrunchies to tie her wrists to the metal bed posts in their cell so Carol could eat her out without getting her hair fucked up. Bent over in the laundry room, forced into a supply closet, all so Carol could get a daily hit of ultimate power and dominion -- even when Sarah didn’t want to. 

Alex Vause Icons

bc i just finished watching the finale i’ma mainly give my thoughts on that and then a kinda general overview of the series in general

- okay so i’m starting at the end bC WHAT THE FUCK

- blanca. i almost got sick i’m sorry that was so fucking shitty

- and diablo??? smiling & waiting w flowers??? killing me would have hurt so much less

- the carol vs barb thing done my head in. i could see the end of the storyline the minute they stepped into the closet so w/e

- the power of taystee’s verdict scene ... i was hoping they would do at least an audio fade/distortion so when the sound cut out i was like ‘’ hella ‘’ but

- watching her face?

- brutal. i was so. so. SO. hoping the use of the silence over the scene would mean her tears would be tears of relief not fucking that

- joe and natalie aka my newest otp ngl

- cute af vauseman wedding and cute af nicky ministering it

- cindy and flaca’s new friendship too tbh

- frieda you slag

- hurting my suzanne??? not today bitch

- the kickball game ... turning out ok???

- mediocore but. i can see it

- i hope everything goes okay for lorna & the baby ffs

- update: CO’s ARE STILL PIECES OF SHIT :)

- i mean like. i get mcculloughs ptsd but she should NOT be working in tht enviroment if it makes her worse

- kukido or whatever the fuck her name was is gone and the angels sang with praise

- & okay daya, i see you, gay for the stay

- gloria and maria both broke my heart this season. last season i was struggling to connect w maria but i remembered why i loved her character in the first place

- i rlly thought gloria/luschek would b a thing... but obvs luschek let everyone down ... again

- i wanna talk about the actual scene work for a minute tho

- in PARTICULAR the one where taystee and her friend (the co tamika) are leaving storkys and they literally say goodbye aT A CROSSROADS ???

- visual parralells make me wet Happy

- but fr i need to mention blanca again because i need her to nOT get deported and to be w diablo and have cute babies pls&thnx!

- the ice/deportation thing is so. fckin. relevant. but i did not see it coming at well and i felt like i’d been punched in the bloody gut

- joe’s speech to taystee before she gives testimony ...

- honestly? everything about taystee in general

- bc she deserves so much fucking better honestly

- on another technical note, this series was much more focused and therefore easier to stay interested in.

- though i missed some faves (maritza, boo, yoga jones, the nun)

- (( who’s name i can’t remember bc it’s been over a year lmao))

- this format works so much better.