#ohdearlawd

I want to go back to the Decade Tour so badly. I just keep thinking about those shows. The memories of those amazing nights are what get me through my shitty days. 

<3

Every time Shawn would come up for a hug he would say "Oh, my favorite!" ....It killed me. Oh gosh. 

At the end of the OH show, Shawn hugged me and said "We love you so much Baylee. We appreciate everything you've done for us.". This was after I thanked him for the 1987490837th time for my photo making it into the lyric booklet.

All the guys in Alesana knowing exactly which photo was mine without me showing them in the Decade lyric booklet. 

Gave Shane a ride to the band's storage unit

On our final goodbyes Jake hugged me and said "It's gotten to the point where we feel bad charging you for VIP because you come to so many shows" and "You are such an amazing, amazing, amazing human being and we appreciate that so much"

Shawn telling me about Naima being pregnant again before they had made their official announcement about it.(I felt so fancy haha Naima posted about being prego again on instagram with a cute pic of Sebastian holding the pregnancy test. So happy for them!)

Their merch guy, Mike, saying "you are seriously the nicest person I have ever met" and high fiving me haha

Shawn singing Nevermore to himself while loading the trailer after the IL show....It was so fucking cute

Shane complaining about how I ask for a signature every time I see him and questioning me on it "How many of my signatures do you have, like a thousand?!?"

Finch from Megosh hugging me after the MI show and saying "I love when you come to shows because I never have to say goodbye to you! You are always coming to the next show!"

Shawn saying "When I chose the photos for the contest, I wanted to look at them without names attached so I couldn't pick favorites and when I had all of my photos chosen, I was excited to see that one of them was yours"....You have no idea how much this killed me

Jeremy's excitement when I gave him a giftcard and a bunch of PS2 games

Giacomo (Alesana manager) saying "I love Baylee, she's not an invasive fan, she's so nice!"

Dennis taking my camera on stage with him

Pat taking pro selfies with me and my crappy camera

The guys in Megosh being wonderful 

Megosh's reaction to the food giftcards that I got them bahaha

And finally Jake asking me to tweet to him every time I made it home safe after a show (since I had 4/5hr drives home after each one). On the last show he just pointed at me and said "You know what to do when you get home"