#oh whalez

My favorite cop from ComplexCon’21 😍

I never in a million years would have thought about being with someone like you. It was honestly one of the most unexpected events ever to occur in my lifetime. Being your friend was one of the easiest, yet most frustrating, thing to deal with. My junior year, in all honesty, would have been shitty as fuck if I hadn't gotten to know you. I actually wouldn't be the person I am now if I hadn't. Yeah, you made a pretty big impact on me. Saying goodbye was hard. Although it sounds mean, I was almost looking forward to you leaving because I wouldn't have to deal with feelings since feelings suck and all. I regret not appreciating the time we had left. I was a "red flag" to you, I still don't understand why you stuck around. I guess we were each other's "I'm lonely, you're lonely. Let's be lonely together" buddies. Now it feels strange realizing I can't hit you up at 3 a.m to watch movies or eat Bdubz or Tebo Tebo anymore. It's a shame to think about how different it would be the next time I see you. Your mentality would change, as would mine. "Maturing." Turning from girls and boys to men and women. I don't really know where I'm going with this. I'll just miss you I guess.