#ogyst

-I’m gonna stop bringing my debit card with me. It causes me a lot of anxiety being without it but it won’t kill me to not have it and I cannot afford to spend money on anything until I get paid/get my TOPS check in. And considering I don’t even start working for another week or so, it’s gonna be a while

-I need to start drinking more water because it helps with the hunger and dizziness when I forget to bring food and have to wait to go home to eat. 

-I need to get a definitive date from Savannah or Ashley on when the IKEA trip is. Hopefully it’s after my first paycheck because as of now I think I maaybe have $75 in my savings account.

-I need to call the bursar office and beg them to push the last bit of my deferred payment onto my fall fee bill so my grants can take care of it. If I have to pitch my sob story about being wrongfully fired from my student job one week into summer after already registering for my class, I will. I have no dignity anymore, I just need the money and I really don’t wanna have to borrow it from Alidia and Cindy. Being cut off financially would have been a lot more convenient if he would have waited until I had income. But whatever

-Figure out what the hell is going on with my insurance because honestly fuck paying that bill. I literally cannot pay it. I’m not bothering with insurance next year, I’ll just buy an IUD outright from planned parenthood like I was gonna. They can suck my entire dick.

-Honestly just fuck everything. At least I feel cute today but honestly I’d feel cuter if I could afford a fucking haircut