iâll always find my way (back to you)
1:57 joonyoung: where tf r u 1:57 joonyoung: kim sunggyu 1:57 joonyoung: srsly man where the hell r u we wont be mad if u ditched us just reply pls 1:57 joonyoung: yong junhyung is about to call the fucking police where the fucking hell r u 1:58 joonyoung: if ur not dead when we find u ur gonna be 1:58 joonyoung: kim fucking sunggyu 1:58 joonyoung: im gonna smoke all over ur ethics notes 1:58 joonyoung: r u fucking dead 2:00 joonyoung: fucking reply u fucking asshole u had two fucking shots how wasted r u 2:01 joonyoung: r u actually dead 2:01 joonyoung: if ur not dead can u pls reply
for the record, sunggyu knows heâs drunk.
however, this self-awareness, heâs fairly sure, means that he canât be as drunk as he thinks he is because heâs still sober enough to know how drunk he is which isnât very drunk just slightly drunk. he also still has more than enough motor skills to have gotten to the curb in front of the club joonyoung had dragged him and junhyung into and then dragged him and junhyung out of, thrown his hand out, and hailed a taxi. surely, this means sunggyu is comfortably drunk at best.
he even - he fucking even - remembers woohyunâs address and is able to clearly and perfectly recite it by memory out for the cab driver upon request.
thereâs a strange vibration under his butt and he wonders if this is one of those special expensive cabs that he accidentally got into - one with massage pads built into the seats. he frowns, looking around in the darkness for the remote, before he slaps his hand down around the seat itself and realizes that the vibration is coming from his jeans and not the cab. he blinks, pulling out his phone and frowning deeper when he realizes this is the culprit for why he canât enjoy the ride to woohyunâs house in peace.
sunggyu shuts off the sound and the vibrations, and then slips his phone back into his pocket, patting it in contentedly. now thereâs silence and stillness, and he can enjoy the passing lights of seoul through the window without interruptions.
when the roads begin to look familiar, sunggyuâs stomach grumbles and he remembers that he hadnât eaten dinner because joonyoung had said that dinner would slow down the alcohol. he remembers eating probably a total of five mints from somewhere near the bar, and other than that, he hasnât eaten since after his last class today.
thatâs all okay, though, because woohyun can cook, and there is also a kitchen in woohyunâs house where woohyun can cook and there is food in woohyunâs refrigerator that woohyun can cook with using his kitchen. sunggyu starts humming the last song that had blasted into his ears at the club under his breath at the thought of woohyunâs fried rice, covered in grease, salt and eggs.
the cab stops right in front of the small gate that encloses off the corner woohyunâs house is in, and sunggyu rolls himself out onto the steps after meticulously counting the right amount of cash off for the driver - another sure sign, he thinks proudly, that he isnât as drunk as joonyoung said he was.
sunggyu presses the button on the gate and hoists himself up to stick his face into the intercom camera. âwoohyun,â he drags out the last syllable as long as his breath will let him. ânam woohyun - open up - i need fried rice - â
in the distance, he sees the front door open slowly, and a head sticks out before the rest of woohyunâs body follows it. thereâs just enough light from the nearby streetlamps to show woohyunâs expression, eyes squinting in sunggyuâs direction for a moment before heâs suddenly running towards the gate and fumbling to open it.
woohyunâs hair doesnât look like he was sleeping, but his clothes clearly announce that heâs quite close to doing so - a t-shirt and sweatpants, and flip-flops on his feet that donât look like theyâre his. sunggyu stares at them, at the pink and purple flowering pattern on the bands of the sandals and the way the soles only go to half of woohyunâs feet - maybe theyâre his motherâs.
âhyung,â woohyun catches sunggyu by the forearm and wraps it around his neck as pulls sunggyu inside. sunggyu feels a pressure lifting from the back of his jeans, followed by a soft thump. probably the gate snapping as woohyun closes it again. âwhat are you doing here?â
âfried rice,â sunggyu says because that should be obvious.
he feels woohyunâs breath puff against his cheek, warm and stuttered like heâs laughing at sunggyu, but thereâs no sign of laughter in his voice when he speaks again - only amusement, âokay. i thought you were going out with your friends tonight, though.â
woohyun opens the front door and steadies sunggyu inside, letting him lean his cheek against the cool, white wall of the entryway as woohyun closes and locks the door up again. âdid,â sunggyu says. ââm a little drunk now, so. probably. should eat.â
âprobably,â woohyun says, taking sunggyuâs arm again, but this time he wraps his own arm around sunggyuâs waist as well. sunggyu leans into woohyunâs side, head resting slightly on woohyunâs shoulder as the third year guides sunggyu into the kitchen and pulls him down gently to sit at the table. âdo your friends know youâre here?â
sunggyu thinks.
he frowns.
he didnât tell joonyoung or junhyung that he came to woohyunâs house, but really, theyâll most likely figure it out. both of them, after all, are in the same university as sunggyu - the top rated university in the country - so if they canât even deduce this, then honestly sunggyu doesnât think they should have been accepted.
âyeah,â sunggyu says, eventually.
the expression in woohyunâs eyes is odd right then - something between further amusement and faint, uncertain concern, but it turns into something warm and bright instead, something that makes sunggyuâs stomach flutter. sunggyu is fairly sure, though, that thatâs just anticipation for fried rice now that heâs seated and staring right at the stove.
âso,â woohyun steps away from sunggyu and towards the refrigerator. âfried rice?â
âtwo eggs, please,â sunggyu says, folding his arms on the table and pillowing his head on them. âif you love me, two eggs.â
woohyunâs shoulders shake slightly as he takes out a large tupperware filled with rice from the refrigerator along with an already-opened can of ham, an unopened can of tuna, and a tub of kimchi. when he pulls out the eggs, he turns around to face sunggyu with mock solemnity, showing him the two in his palm and sunggyu gives him a sleepy thumbs up.
once everything has been cut and thrown into the pan, the sizzling making sunggyuâs stomach actually rumble out loud, woohyun is laying out a spoon, paper towel and a glass of water on the table. sunggyu watches woohyun move around the kitchen. most likely, heâd showered an hour or two before sunggyu had arrived. woohyunâs hair looks fresh and soft around his face, and sunggyu knows what itâd feel like sliding through his fingers. he hasnât seen woohyun since school started for both of them, after all.
âwoohyun,â sunggyu says, when the alpha is peering into the pan, lowering the heat. woohyun glances at the sound of his name, crossing over to stand in front of him. sunggyu points to the seat across from him at the table, and woohyun sits down, mild confusion on his face. sunggyu then gets up onto his knees on the chair and reaches over the table, carding the tips of his fingers lightly through woohyunâs hair and itâs exactly as soft and silky as he remembers.
woohyunâs face breaks into a smile so large that sunggyu almost wants to tell him to shut up but sunggyu thinks itâs a quite nice smile, and woohyunâs hair is in exceptional condition today, and woohyun is giving sunggyu two eggs because he loves him, so sunggyu supposes that heâll let it slide just for tonight.
a loud pop comes from the stove, and woohyun catches sunggyuâs fingers from his hair with his own hand, threading their fingers together for a short moment before he stands up and moves to turn off the gas and flip the rice around a few times. âweâre good, it didnât burn,â woohyun says, looking at sunggyu with laughter in his eyes.
âif it burned,â sunggyu says, grabbing the spoon woohyun had placed in front of him, âiâd kill you.â
woohyun does laugh aloud at that, quietly with his eyes forming crescents. he starts rummaging in the cabinets for a bowl, and sunggyu holds his spoon with both hands, placing the head near his mouth. he takes a deep breath and begins singing nellâs latest song - just released two days ago but sunggyu would be damned if he didnât already know the entire thing, the entire album actually, by heart, and -
sunggyu falls silent the second woohyunâs fingers wrap around his wrist, pulling the spoon down gently away from sunggyuâs mouth and leaning in close. woohyunâs face is so, so, so, so near sunggyuâs and he can count woohyunâs eyelashes at this proximity - he can see the way some of the strands of hair of woohyunâs bangs curl slightly towards his forehead. âhyung,â woohyun murmurs with an apologetic, sheepish smile, his breath fanning over sunggyuâs lips. âmy parents are asleep, so maybe sing tomorrow?â
sunggyuâs brain comes to a mildly embarrassing halt right then for whatever reason, so he can only nod dumbly as woohyun places the bowl piled high with fried rice in front of sunggyu. he notices woohyun is putting the other half of the panâs contents into a container, and he has half a mind to ask why woohyun isnât also eating, but the food in front of him smells too good, and then sunggyu is too preoccupied shoveling everything into his mouth to go through with the question.
he finishes the food probably faster than is good for his digestive system, pushing the bowl out for woohyun to take and place in the sink. woohyun points at the water, and sunggyu frowns for a moment, but he concedes and downs the entire glass with effort because he isnât too drunk - like heâs stated before - so he still has the awareness of mind to know that itâll be a hard morning if he doesnât hydrate properly.
sunggyu hears the sink run shortly, the clang of the pan being placed in there along with the spatula, spoon, and glass, and then the sound of the water stops. âready for bed?â woohyun asks, taking sunggyuâs hands and pulling him to his feet. the kitchen spins slightly, but it rights itself fairly well once sunggyu squints and lets woohyun wrap his arm around his waist again.
âare we going to fuck?â sunggyu says, once woohyun has turned off all the lights and the alpha is half-dragging him up the stairs through the darkness. sunggyu nearly misses more than one step, but woohyun pulls him onto the right one before sunggyu has a chance to trip on any of them.
woohyun hums, that low, musical chuckle at the back of his throat again - the sound that never fails to induce all of sunggyuâs homicidal tendencies. just like now - right now - sunggyu just wants woohyun to fall backwards and roll down the stairs but that would be fairly tricky to maneuver without sunggyu also falling backwards on the stairs, and also, sunggyu sort of depends on woohyun to keep him upright because itâs getting harder and harder to stand by the second. âdo you want to fuck?â woohyun laughs softly.
sunggyu thinks about that. âdo you want to fuck?â he ends up echoing, because really, he thinks heâs down for anything right now as long as woohyun does all the work. heâs sleepy - extremely sleepy, his eyes are just moments away from closing - but he also hasnât seen woohyun in weeks, which is actually pretty pathetic because sunggyu is a university student at the countryâs top-rated school, not a pining, middle school girl.
they get to the second floor, and woohyun steers sunggyu into his room, closing the door with his foot, before letting sunggyu collapse himself, side-down, onto woohyunâs bed - far more familiar than the bed sunggyu has been sleeping on in his new apartment for the past month or so now. âi do,â woohyun says simply, sitting down on the edge of the mattress and fixing his gaze down to meet sunggyuâs. âbut - i also think youâre about two seconds from passing out on me, and - â he smiles faintly â - you smell like soju and kimchi, right now, hyung.â
âwrong,â sunggyu mutters, âi also smell like joonyoungâs cigarettes.â
woohyun grins, letting sunggyu lace his fingers with woohyunâs. âtrue,â the alpha says. âyou want something cleaner to sleep in then?â
sunggyu rolls onto his back and sighs. âplease.â he lets go of woohyunâs hand so the third year can rummage around in his closet. a soft, large cotton shirt lands on sunggyuâs face along with a pair of dark boxer shorts.
the omega shucks everything off - again, mobile skills still clearly working without a hitch - and pulls on the t-shirt and boxers. his hair probably still smells like smoke and alcohol, and his mouth definitely still tastes like fried rice and soju, but at least when he curls into himself to sleep, heâll smell woohyun in every direction.
âwhen do you want me to set the alarm?â woohyun asks, as sunggyu slips himself under the covers. the moment his head hits the pillow, his eyelids are so heavy, and his mind is suddenly so foggy that he just waves his hand absently at woohyun. sunggyu has nowhere to be tomorrow anyway - itâs saturday, and the cab ride back to campus isnât that far.
he falls asleep so quickly, he doesnât even remember when woohyun slid into bed beside him.
3:15 myungsoo: hyung is sunggyu-hyung with u 3:15 myungsoo: his friends texted me bc heâs not replying and they r flipping out 3:18 woohyun: lmao yeah he came here smashed like an hour ago 3:19 woohyun: fed him kissed him gn tucked him in heâs all good 3:21 myungsoo: i didnât need to kno half of that but thnx iâll tell them heâs alive 3:22 woohyun: why r u even awake rn 3:30 woohyun: :) tell sungyeolie i said hi











