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when in hiding she goes by the name dalia medpam after faking her && the twins’ deaths, which is an anagram of padmé amidala… it’s a lame one but i tried. as her children are newborns they are still luke && leia.

they think their father is dead or that ben is their father, depending on the situation. she hates herself for lying to them, but she can’t tell them as children && plans on telling them when they are a little older. 

they settle on a small outer rim planet which is pleasant enough with nice lakes && forests. she tries to give them as normal life as possible, when they are children she doesn’t travel much for the rebellion, only when absolutely necessary. she puts her children first, rebellion second. she wants them to remember their mother as being present && putting their needs first, which is why she doesn’t travel too much. 

she constantly, i mean constantly feels guilty about the mother she is. not matter, she never feels like she is good enough. always failing && she worries about them constantly.

before leia can talk properly, she can constantly sense when her mother’s upset, she approaches padmé && goes to her for a snuggle, which never fails to make padmé smile tbh. 

The jedi wields his saber at the sound of someone behind him. He doesn't know where he is, but there's a strong sense of that he doesn't belong here. He turns as the person get's closer, eyes meeting with widened chestnut browns.

           leia turned to her brother as his words hit her ears, and before he even finished she was already shaking her head, not believing a word he said. he had no idea just how dark her own mind could be at times, she doubted that his would scare her after everything that she had gone through. and while leia did not know exactly what was in his mind, part of her wishes they could trade them, just to give her a break from her own demons.

          “that’s something about being twins, luke, we’re going to be in each other’s minds whether we like it or not.” she answered easily. “dark minds are just another thing that we have in common.”

luke tensed and rested a hand on her shoulder. there was so much she did not know yet, about the Force, about their mother and father. it was his duty to tell her was it not? all he had learned from Yoda and the Force. he nods at her words, being twins it was hard enough to keep her mind separate from his own add their Force sensitivity it was impossible. 

        “I wouldn’t be touching that, if I were you.” Her voice was cool, smooth. There was no hint of aggression to it, but the hilt of her sabre seemed to recoil at how close the stranger was to touching it. “It’s dangerous. You’ll hurt yourself if you’re not careful.”

 OKAY, SO YES. He knew he was supposed to be staying AWAKE during this briefing -- especially if he was going to be FLYING later. But at the moment, REST sounded so good after a LONG NIGHT of practicing lightsaber forms. I’ll just close my eyes for five minutes and listen, is what he was thinking.