I left it to chance; I never should’ve let this get so far out of hand. But I’ll do anything to not be alone ’cause when I’m alone you know I’ll… I can easily fall back into old habits that I thought I’d left behind And they rip me apart and I realize… Don’t be alarmed, I have to lie Take everything and keep it inside. I know I’m sick and I’m not right. I’m so fucking tired of living this life, I made for myself, I’m sorry that I Cannot get past what keeps me away from the light. I hope this explains my problem to you, Because I feel like this every night. Don’t wanna be like this, anxious and angry or hopeless and upset- all the time. Unable to get back the feeling I lost somewhere along the line. I wear it all on my sleeve and everyone sees no matter how hard I try. I’ve never felt worse in my whole life. Late the game with this band... but much needed right now #punkrock#forthesoul#offwithherheads
