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lil life update

birthday baking (shitty photo)

i decided i didnt want a cake this year so i did all this!! while slowly losing my mind on a saturday.

me and my mom did the decorations!!

i have to thank my girlfriend, my friend Sam, and my Penjamin for keeping me sane through this tough yet joyous time

#life update #baking #indigo speaks #pictures #tiramisu #cake pops #pumpkin pie #indigo’s snapshots #birthday #augh idk if i have much to add #im lowk tired and stressed!#working 4 days a week this week!!! maybe five if my coworker needs me to also cover her tuesday shift #i can only wake up at 6 am for so many days before losing my mind #at least i leave early tmrw and tuesday tho #augh #i need another hit of the penjamin #i miss my friends i miss drawing i miss a lot but AUGH augh we ball.#at least i got my septum and hoohaa pierced as a reward for turning 19 #dont tell anyone about that second part #im swagmaxxing #my friends keep encouraging me to talk to my piercer about an apprenticeship (been thinking hard on it lately) and i wanna SO baf #BUT IM SCARED YK #OF REJECTION #WHAT IF SHE SAYS NO #then thats my only shot in my mind kms #smh ok #penjamin hit #time to go back outside to the family

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i wanna add R * N E to my friends list but i’m S C A R E D

#of rejection #jasklgjklsajglka

I have a lot of work due tomorrow and I can't even bring myself to do it :/ it's not hard and it's on subjects I very much love and enjoy studying, but I just can't?

#woooweeeee #been having some off days #nothing's felt right #i swear its because I'll be applying to transfer this month #and next month #but in terrified tbh #I'm gonna be applying to some prestigious schools and I'm scared as heck #of rejection #and being accepted #but not getting enough financial aid #or maybe doing badly when i transfer #ive been working really hard!!!!#I've kept a 4.0 so far and I'm involved on campus and i do a lot of volunteer work #I'm so scared of fucking up im already fucking up lol

The bipolar depression cycle where when you feel super low, you want to get so drunk you pass out in a pool of your own fluids and the healing cycle of knowing NOT to do that bc it will LEGITIMATELY make everything WORSE.

would be nice if i could have social interactions that arent reinforcing the belief that its best for me and everyone to not let anyone get close

#im tired of lashing out #of rejection #of being told that im unbearable in my current mental state #i just fucking want to die

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I have so much love in my heart and I’m so scared to give it

#drunk posts #like i dunno #im terrified #of rejection #or stepping out of line #and i dont know what to do #i honestly don't know #i mught just cry again

#fear #of rejection #want attention #crave affection #dream of perfection #people #life #the truth

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