Sometimes i visualize tragedy so vividly in my mind
That i start to think that i'm absorbing the destruction from the world
And these countless scenarios
I watch my loved ones die
Over and over and over
But i blink and ah!
There they are.
And no one drowns
And no one falls
And no one explodes
And no one falls ill
And i do not have to mourn
But i do
I do, i do, i do













