you know its not enough. you know it’s never been enough.

1400

you take the pills at the lunch table. 1400

they don’t notice as the pills go missing from your bag.

1400

four

1400

eight

1400

twelve

1400

fourteen

1400

you sit with them in the library

1400

you feel them starting to take over your body

1400

you know it’s not enough

1400

but you put on the songs you’d want to go too

1400

and you text your online friends one last goodbye

1400

and you fall asleep on the bus

1400

1400

1400

you wake up the stop next to yours

1400

you walk home

you climb into bed