#ocselfinsert

-He was made purely for me to ship him with Eddie and Volt (they have my favorite tropes—white hair, could be doomed yaoi, and grumpy man that actually likes having you around?? Actually made for me lmao—and they have infected my brain and have not left since)

-A very calm person, like almost to an irrational degree. It takes so much for him to become angry or to panic

-has a very sharp glare and is actually terrifying??? Like his smile never quite meets his eyes and he can easily pickup most people. He’s also genuinely mean to people he dislikes and he can figure out someones insecurities within minutes of meeting them.

-He has been in many fights (both verbal and physical) but has started very few of them

-has lightning tattoos on top of his top surgery scars

-rage baiting and teasing are his love language but never steps over boundaries, if some says they dislike something or he sees a shift in body language, he will apologize and never say it again.

-other than that it quality time, dude just likes being around his favorite people no matter what they are doing

-has been flirting with Eddie and volt for awhile (maybe a month or long idk) and they are both kinda oblivious to it?? Like they don’t know if he’s joking or serious (Hayden does not flirt unless he is serious… Reggie and Cam find Hayden’s distress hilarious)

-He does not talk about himself, like ever. You have to pry any info about him and even then it’s very surface level thing (ie how many siblings he has, favorite color etc)

-he’s only really social anxious with new people, once he’s meet you he’s mostly fine

-the only people he is still super anxious around are his parents but that because they are homo/transphobic and anytime he talk to them he will throw up afterwards (Jean loo genuinely feels bad for him—and Hayden feels bad after he gets the dateviators for this—)

-he does eventually stand up to them and they are now lowkey scared of him

-he had and ex fiancé who passed away (they were terminally ill and he was expecting it for a long time) before he moved into his current house

-Only started experiencing agoraphobia after the ex fiancé’s death

-has had multiple panic attacks because of it

-the ring he wears around his neck is their ring that they gave back to him (it is an object but Hayden refuses to use the dateviators on it cause he just knows its going to look like them and he is grossly unprepared for that—might make a whole ass post about that—)

Also, I have somehow made them a mixture of the Horned King and Rapunzal??? The background ive given them is just like Rapunzels in tangled (just worse) and that hit me like a truck when i was drawing this!

And a few other things: I looked up the best places for fashion in Japan and it gave me Shibuya. This was a simple change cause Mika’s step dad is a fashion designer so I thought this would fit better!!

I also added black streaks to their hair cause I think it adds a bit more to their hair! Plus it gives a really funny idea in my head about them meeting Lilia for the first time and the two having the exact opposite hair (one with black hair with pink streaks and the other with pink hair with black streaks).

I have a lot of ideas for them and I super excited for it!!!!

Also here are some old versions of Mika

July 2022:

(The symbol was so ugly tbh)

Dec 2022

Oct 2023